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NurShamira,19
~20 july babe, and im proud of my mum fer bringing me up,alone:") ~attached & belongs to the best xx ~i have suffer too many setback. bring it on. i will stay strong P3221562-horz eee d f e w



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Tuesday9:58 AM
Monday 28 december-i didnt slept the whole day..msn wif yanti,chat wif aisyah,fara & khomsin..they all did accompanied me till 7.30am..then,im go jogink..went hm,nap till 12..Azrul came..we laugh,joke2..oh well,wen there is him,im always loud again..k like buhh..tokin as if im nt loud always..Apparently,28 dec is Muhd AZRUL badae.heh,nt tinkin of celebrate..bt after,a few hours of decision,we celebrate..oh my pham is always a must to celebrate badae ok! mum cook chicken rice,a lot! chicken wing 22 pieces! and eventually its finished .. oni,4 ppl eat ya noe..maybe because its delicious or maybe cos we r damn2 hungry! hahah.. we dun noe.so we siap-ed..i went to cut my fringe,met them at bus stop..and guess wat..i,mum,azri,azrul..all wearing adidas jaket! hahah.. hey,great ok.. then at bus,i,azrul,azri stand together.. & they say'mira,tgk,kiter semer seliper nike..'hahaha..tau tkper! heh.. went to imm swensen..azrul ate baked rice,im eat pasta,azri eat hotdog bread like tat..ice cream one each..and i tell u,we r damn2 full..heh..then went to everlast,wanna belanje azrul..bt at last,mum fren ended up paying again-ed..ehazrul,manyak hadiah eh..heheh..i went buy spek fer skul..again its pink like wat kn..buhh..thursday goin countdwn! all plan-ed!=)

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Sunday12:28 PM
i gotta filink tats tonight gotta be a gud,gud night!=) oh yes,mum is back frm kl! ouh im soo in luv wif mum.. she bought fer me a channel landyard&pencil case..coach wallet..nike shirt..polo tees..adidas jaket..levis watch..armani exchange spek..oh god! im seriusly thankin u alot mum! those are wat i desire fer the most! oh mum,love you!=)

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11:19 AM
I gotta feeling tat tonight gotta be a gud2 night! hee.. wake-up,kemas-ed,study,karaoke,twilight.. & its 8pm! spore idol openin is great! although the song were like buhh,they made it more interesting!seriusly wen i watched it,i was like "OMG! they both hav talent.. whu gonna win? " hwwever,i dun mind whu win as both make a great idol.. sylvia is born to be the singer,whereas,sezairi is born to be the idol..hwever this yr theme song fer the idol which is touched by an angel is nt tat great..last time were beta,i dream & u gave me wings..hee.. the grand finale was splendid rite? ya as this is the first time ever we had a female/lady/gal/woman/chick fer the grand finale!=)hahah..uhs wat made me love the result show is taufik batisah!!=) oh my god,he was soo soo hawt! he came,dance & sang like the next justin timberlake/neyo..unlike hady,came,sang-no dance? and the song he sang was like buhh..oh taufik,im addicted to u,ur style&ur songs!=)ouh ya..i frgt to announced..&&& our next spore idol is SEZAIRI SEZALI!! oh my,spore malay singers are super talented! sezairi,u go guy,u rawk the spore indoor stadium,the show is urs! & slyvia ur great too!! those up there are my most favourite videos of spore idol!

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Saturday9:23 AM
ehey!=)heylo!=)assalamualaikum!hee,baek NurShamira nie eh..k like buhh..today im wake up at 12..eh,its quite gud ok..as i slept at 6am in the mornin tau..heheh..bro bought nasik lemak..sedap oi! bt as a result,i stomachache frm eatin it..kemas-ed sikit..then TER-slip..wake up at 2.20..feeyana mxg ajq klua..at first,i seriusly damn lasy..bt wen i tink2 tat im also bored at hm,might as well i go out wif her kn?so we decided to go to bugis,since she were craving to like go there since last wik kn..so i siap-ed,& went out!=)we janji meet at 4 at bugis..bt this "clever" fren of mine came at 4.40,i tink..she say tat she waited fer me fr so long at jurong east..kn aku da kater dier nie pandai..biler suro die g tunggu pt jurong nta..haish..so wen im at bugis liao,she only at jurong..bravo gerl,gud job!*clap hands*..k watever..so we went to bhg,shop bt bought notin..k tats called window shopin mira..so we went to bugis street,we both bought the same black cardigen..heh..she wanted to buy many tink akt,bt scared cnt fit..wen i say its free size,she dun belive..hAhah..shop2,then headed to bugis junction,shop2..at last we bought the same dress at cotton on..bought 2 shirt fer aman.. i wanted buy body shop,bt since she rush me,i cn buy..=(went mcd,tapao meal..went somewer to eat,then gt ppl ask us to buy sumw,at like keychain.."im a shoplifter once,if u dun buy tiz,i wun be getin any salary as its based by hw much keychain i sold..so pls,help me.."k,im and feey is a sympathetic persun..so we bought tat keychain..oh yeah,we did a gud deed rite?heheh..then headed to famous amous,bought fer pham..feeyana bought a flower hairclip-brooch..lawar!heheh..oh ya,we had a neoprint taken..lawa2..such a long time,we didnt take it..at last! heh..then i went to buy mask fer my face..nw i noe tat takin care of face is imp..heheh.k watever..tat feey uh! haish.. she asked me to take the long route to go hm..tat means i had to go & take mrt tat pass by wudland,go hm wif die la kirekn..uh..k fine lorh..then wen i say tats the mrt we r takin is going to jurong via wudland-she tk pecaye.. as a matter of fact,she dun noe read mrt map wan..haish..pening lyn dier oi! haiyo.. maybe mitin her tmrw as she wanna rebond hair at the same place i did oso..bt her mum tk bagi,she say rmbut dier da strait da..hahah..betol pe..hahah..gonna watch spore idol tmrw..cnt miss!

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Friday9:59 AM
Friday,25 dec 09..wake up at 10 am.. bro just came back frm wuk..he and azri siap,they go maen bola..so,i do usual stuff & karaaoke alone since im alone btw.. till 1.. then at 3,bro came hm.. karaoke again.. i cook & stuff.. by 6,bro & azri aslip..i went to westmall,tinkin tat library is open..as im forgt tat its public hol..so i window shop alone.. at last,i bought,fulscape ppr,mask & a adidas water bttle.. went hm,ur hand in mine,then i watch cinta..sedih oi..ya i cried..i admit the storyline is slow & very the nrmal..bt still there is sum touching part la wei.. then watch bohsia at sensasi..gereq oi! ceh,mcm tk pena tgk..i remembered,tat wan,yat all went to my aunt hse and watch bohsia..all the lines they memorised oi..hahaha..k watever..after bohsia,watched together.. and then here i am,typing today and ysterday stuff while usin the mask i bought-its red wine essence mask wif collagen..k i dun rly noe the function bt werk fren recomend it btw..heh.oh ya,did i update thet my mum went to kl 3 days 2 night? huh! mendak oi i tk ikut!

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9:31 AM
thursday,24 dec-im wake up at 1 in the afternoon.. k like piq rite.. huh..bathe,kemas-ed,then went to rebond hair.. say 38 dole at the poster.. wen i went in,"u cnnt tat cheap one..u must use the loreal or shisuido.. as ur hair might spoilt later on.."orh,so i had to do the shisuiedo,which cost 88 i tink..mum rebond hair oso..she did the same wan as mine..i finish ferst,as my hairstylist is pro oi..so wen i wanted to pay fer the rebondin,my mum fren came and say,no nid to pay..he will pay..yes ah! heh.. so i went to watson,my rasberry mist gt offer!=)so i bought it lorh.. then,eat filet meal,went hm.. as usual,wen im hm,chinese drama is my main fokus la k..im so in luv with the hand in mine series oi! heh.. then together is gereq la oi..heh..done all tat,kemas-ed,wear mask-fer the dark eye circle..then im aslip..

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Wednesday9:53 AM
i wake up at 12 in the afternoon just nw..oh gosh mira,throw tat bad habbit of urs oi! k,wake up,tok2 wif pham..then chck hp..oh ya aisha mxg ask to mit at 2..oh god,da lmbt tu kite..so i quickly siap-ed..again mum say i siap-ed like org kaye..im wear shirt-nike,jeans-levis,cap-bilabong,slipa-nike..tk kaye la mum.. by 1.30 im out..met fara,aia=sha..we go take aman..hahah..aman da besar la oi..met yanie..she kirim salam & all the best fer ite..then go kfc..i belanje them..slack fer 2 hr plus..fara went wuk,we headed hm..went westmall,met mum..aman uat prangai,as usual..headed hm,tok2wif bro..as usual we always hav alot to chat.. k,im endin..tired to elaborate..sleepy oi..nites!

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7:57 AM
Sunday-20 december 09= oh ya,as soon as i wake up,i siap-ed,mit azrul,wif mum & azri at westmall..headed to sportlink,bought kappa skul shoe..i belanja ajul shoe oso..im baik kn ..khee..oh ya,did u noe,thers this singapore idol hing goin on at westmall..woii,sungguh the bising,kecoh!.oh yes theres faisal,tabby,farhan[idk y he is there],duanne[oh gosh,he is sungguh the gila dancing]..& of kourse the two SSS-slyvia & sezairi is there..oh ya,those makcik2,kakak2 rly is am in love wif sezairi eh?like buhh..huh,n we jln2,n headed hm..feeyana mxg ask to mit her..n so i siap-ed..mum say i dress like org kaye gtu..k let me list out the brand of wat im wearin..shirt-levis.jeans-levis.shoe-kappa.jaket-mango.cap-bilabong.beg-adidas..heh..thats nt rich mum..khee..k so met feeyana arund 6.30..at wudland lamer..oh ya,we shop2,shop2..feey,u so very the nt gud wen shopin..she saw 1 clothe,take & nah she $$..no nid think2 wan ehh..& so in the end,i bought 2 dress.cost less than 30 jerq..oh ya,i cnt elaborate more..wanna go mkn..btw,feeyana,mira akan rindu kau beb!=)blaja rajin2 pt ite tu..

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4:41 AM
saturday 19 dec..mum,azri n i went to market..bought all the important stuff..had to stop at makan shiok as its raining heavily..then,headed hm.. mum ask to follow go watch avatar..i was like WTH?since wen did i,nur shamira,into those kind of movie..buhh..& so we siap2..hahah..we aktuali didnt realised tat we 3 went all black..frm top to toe ok..while waitin fer mum to be perfectly ready,i,azri & cik man-karaoke!!heh..ok,tats our usual stuff..so we headed to vivo city..the journey was like 45 min,n seriuslt aku mendak mase tu..we go there wif mum fren & his anak-5 & 9 yrs..kieut la oi! hahah.. headed to cinema,book tiket,show started at 10pm..and tat time,its only 8..so went to nike shop,buy my skul beg,n i bought a nike tshirt..all tat ade diskoun beb..kwn kiter supervisor oi pt sane..hahah..k then eat pt chicken rice shop..first time i eat chick rice gt asam pedas..nyahahah..k we watch avatar..everyone gt partnr tau..mum wif guy..azri wif ryan..im wif hidayah..lawa sia!k tiz pmnpn mulut very the becok.. n he did kutuk azri terok2 !! hahah.. i had a great laugh wif her la wei..k avatar ended at 1 am..hold on,hw shud i go abt analysing this movie eh? k,wat i cn say is tat u MUST2 WATCH IT..the 3d effect n the animation was like so woah! heh.. akt i dun reali understand wats its all abt..then i fokus lorh..n seriusly its getin more excitin..its worth watchin..wen the show end,everyone there in the cinema clap hand..maybe its so dramatic..heii,there is romantic scene oso u noe..hahah..n ya we had to wait fer the taxi 30 min u noe..then headed gombak..eat..headed hm & its 2.45am..waste no time,im in bed by 2.50..hee

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Friday10:20 AM
i just watch the TLC pay-per view..& its totally rubbish!! first,cena lose! like shit!! huh! he shud2 win=(..batista lucky u lose..dx,awk gereq la weii! oh yeah,i lose my bet wif bro..like wat! heh..my gaji da masok! gereq la wei.. i belanje pham mkn la tadi! khee.. hee..just nw.go round bukit batok wif bro n bike.. i had to take pic of him too..nw luk hw 'perfek' it is..
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10:11 AM
its those face again! next year,5n2,air conditioned,same few faces! hee..

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9:21 AM
my dear2 fren,u dun gt promoted to sec 5 dont mean its reali the end.. dun just shut me off like tat..u kol,i tok & comfort u,u hung up on me..im hurt! i mxg,askin hw & so on,u didnt even bother to rply.. im hurt! i noe u guys did ur best alreadi.. i noe u guys are sad abt ur result.. bt please,dun just ignore me!=(

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{its worth waiting fer/}
8:02 AM
18th of december-will always be remembered!=)hee..im damn2 hepi!! as im promoted to sec 5 la wei..khee..im wan congrats those whu naeq..Zu,una-its reali worth,we stay back everyday just to do our 10 yrs series maths & sci..day & nite,im always practising my maths like hell!.k,its worth ok mira.. i hav alot of pple to thanks..mum,bro-thanks fer havin a lot of confidence in me..wanie-ur mouth is just so salty! hee..ade ke expression gitu?? k watever.. tanya,afiqah,pei wen..thanks fer givin me alot of advice.. zu,una,afiqah-kta naeq la weii..khee..aisha,fara,feey,yat-im reali sry fer ur situation..yat-thanks alot fer studying wif me everyday before the nlevel exam..i appreciate it alot..aisha-i just dun understand y u dwn,im up..we study together everyday..bt yet,tis is the outcome..im seriusly gonna miss u,my dear best-best friend..i appreciate & treasure u as my fren..hope u guys will suceed in life! & please dun 4gt me.. zu,una-we beta study a lot more harder! this is wat we wan! tis is wat we hav been aimin for! so,lets strive to do our best!! btw,ive gt 14 point..i told everyone its 15..khee..sala kire la beb..congrats mira! i tot if i pass i might just gt 19 point on the dot..khee..=)) afiqah,dun frgt ur promise!

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Tuesday9:00 AM
yesterdae slept at 6am,err,its nt yesterdae la tu..its today oso..wake up at 12..my mum ask to wake up early n go to skool,pay tat stupid $$266 skool fees..they threatened tat if i dun pay,i wun be getin my nlevel ressult..like shit1 k,so we go skool pay fees..im veri masai k wen i go out..all becos of lack of slip! heh.. then wen walkin,i and mum walk opp pavement..then gt 3 malay guy frm my mum side say*eh kau tgk tu bdk pmpn tgk2 kte..pikir jambu per?*jambu pe tu*haha.wat tickle me is tat wen they kutuk2 me,my mum beside them je la oi..hahah..bt as a matter of fact,i didnt even luk at them..too blind fer me to see la wei..ape sae la mat2 zaman skg nih..heheh..i bought 3 malay vcd..they old movie la..cinta cholestrol to name 1 of it..then go mkn2..we go window shopin annd stuff..went hm,i karaoke alone as mum goin out again..heh..karaoke until 7..then slack,watch tv..i just cant wait fer 18 dec to arrive la wei..feeyana mxg sayin tat *god might nt giv me the shortest route towards sucess,instead,the longer path so that we cn experience more*yes,its corect..hwever,i rather chus the shortest path,rather than being look down upon..
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Monday11:06 AM
yes,she may appear hepi..bt is she?in a fact she is nt..too many tink happen in her lyfe which she just nid to accept..she kept tinking tat god will sumhw help her one day..its easy to understand her actually..its those bunch of ppl which complicate her life..u wan to noe her,then go ahead..however,if u tink of helping her,i might think tat u are not able to..she hav be in tat mess fer too long..seriusly she almost give up living in this beautiful yt pathetic world..sumtime she ask god fer sumtink which is utterly impossible..she hope that she is nt a womwn,lady,girl bt is a man,guy,boy..oh yes,it is impossible fer her to turn into 1..she wish tat she is nt the NurShamira which born in tat famili..however,im really thankful to god fer wat my pham had done..whu say u nid a perfek pham to bring up a child?naa..she only has her mum n a brother which just started to shoulder the responsibilities..she dun nid a dad at all..she realy ask fer god to give back her grandpa..with him,there is at least sum justice in her life.. she didnt choose the wrong path..she didnt mix arund wif all those minah and mat-rep..still,she dunnoe y her fate turn out to be like this..naa..she dun blame ALLAH..she accept her fact..she dun noe y she is being chosen to fulfil the guy needs..hah yes,she is a girl,tats the reasons?she dun noe y they hav to criticize her,compare her wif that beast!tat beast which behave like an animal,is nt supposed to be in this world! to prevent her friendship from falling apart,she let them win first,let them be hepi,just so as she is slowly behind..all the damages done,she admit she play a part,therfore she will slowly fix up all the broken pieces leavng scattered on the ground..she dun mind nt being appreciated by her friends,bt she will and she do appreciate every single one of them..

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{Jurong Point Atrium/}
Sunday11:39 AM
yeah! or shud i say buhh! ? uh.. aktually 70 percen yeah,30 percen buhh..heh..basically ive quit my job rite nw..just nw last day wukin at jp..so sad,seein pei wen & ziqi walked out of the shop just nw..=(.saded! y they didnt afternoon shift wif me??life is unfair kn?haish..so left me wif the bos daughter melissa..oh ya,& wanie!heheh..i go break wif her at kfc just nw..we had to wait fer 20 minit then we started eatin..tok2tok2..until1 hr is nearly over..then i go bck atrium..wanie go shop..like wat the F! so many pple at the fragrance place..wen theres oni me n mel..haish..then mum came..buy 2 shower gel..lucky i kept aside..as its finish liao ya noe..mum test2 all the perfume..she was deciding wanna take the jenifer lopez or maria carey perfume..until i ask mel opinion,we all decid to buy th maria carey perfume.. ori price is 80..after discount,40!! heh.. then i went to levis shop fer awhile..wanna buy the polo tees bt unfortunately left wif oni grey,oren & blue colour!uek! so i decided to buy their jeans.. lawar abes! it cost 39.90..k nt i pay..my mum fren..heh..ader sponser keper..at 10,karin say i n wanie cn go hm!yeah..so we go punch kad,tok wif esther then wanie go hm wif mum n me oso..wanie-remember me tau..heh

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{Stories/}
Saturday8:57 AM
on the 8th of december,i was transfered to atrium at jurong point..k,mira is hepi!!heheh..wukin at atrium,time pass faster ya noe..k im in chared of perfum..yeah!gerweq la wei..hahah..padahal first2 idk which is man,womwn & which last long..heh..bt nw,im expert lioa!heheh..k,i hv new fren again! wanie,pei wen,melissa,zizi,rachel..semer super fun la wei..bt all 17 n 21..heh..im smallest..semer gereq..we chinese malay nt racist la eh..aha..k im goin to miss them after this..haish..tats wat i dun like abt myself..make new fren,later sad wen nvr mit..heh..mira bbl mcm phm la eh.. haish..im scared lehh..result out soon..OMG!im reali scared..my mum n brother saay tat if i pass,we go holiday,buy nike bag,shoe..jaket and all the stuffs i wan..haish..hearin them tok like tat,make me scared and sad..as im scares they might be dissapointed wif my results..my brother especially say im cn knfrm go sec 5..my mum say if my brother cn then i oso cn..haish..too much confidence in me beb them..whereas im no confidence at all..serius lehh..YA ALLAH,scared la!
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8:18 AM
Nem Moon gereq keper! heheh..i watch it at the cathay cinema on the 5th of dec..yeah..at last1 im go wif aisha..she pay..bt i had to pay back ok..haish..gaji da tk dpt2..mcm aper je la wei..our show started at 5..ended arund 7plus like tat..gerek! worth it ok..if flashsack,last i watch cinema was last year,ya noe..ayat2 cinta or jumper..hahaha..lamer tu beb! after the show,we go mkn2..k at last this best fren of mine cn go hm late eh..heheh..eat,saw shermit..hi2&bye2..saw apit..hi2&bye2..saw my primary fren,wukin at long john silver..hi2&bye2 again..heh..go pasar mlm..take pic..im hm she too! at hm,pham karaoke..im join oso lorh..stress out beb!heh..k,i later2 update..tmrw wuk mrnin beb!
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Friday10:30 AM
Thats Jeanette aw-ou xuan.. im so in love wif her.. together is her latest drama series..again a blockbuster movie of hers..thanks fer givin her such a big role..bt im still prefer her playing a nrmal role like in the rhthym of life,switched & others..she still pretty & talented ya!..i readt the newsppr..she & daiyang tian gt affair?haha..gud taste keper tu jantan..ok la tat guy..no grudges on him..im hoping she cn win the best female actress next yr..please k! heheh..i try hard to vote many2 orite.. *When reporters talked about it and asked the actress if she felt weary and would like to return to working with Yuwu, a surprised Yang Tian immediately exclaimed in protest, "Why is Qi Yuwu mentioned?" Jeanette teased him and jokingly replied, "I think I hear a hint of jealousy!"*-adapted frm internet..heheh,swit arent they? Glad to announced tat she won an award at nus..& she is new moon ambassador!=)

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