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NurShamira,19
~20 july babe, and im proud of my mum fer bringing me up,alone:") ~attached & belongs to the best xx ~i have suffer too many setback. bring it on. i will stay strong P3221562-horz eee d f e w



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{I stil love you./}
Tuesday4:41 AM
Hi. I shud be hating u kan? Because u broke ur promise. And u leave me all alone,wen u knw tat i rly nid u. And,bcos of the fact tat,u hav gt urself a gf,right aftr i rejectd u. Bt,fck me pls? I didnt even hate you fr all tat. I just tink tat i dserve all tat. I just tink tat ur nt gud enuf fr me. Bt,hwevr hard i try to cntrol my filink, i lose. I rly love you,and tat is the fact. I hate myself fr tat. Im in agony nw. U are vry hepi and contentd wif ur gf nw. While,im crying ovr my situation. She is rly a lucky gurl. I have gotta admit-u are one awhsome guy. And,u have gt the criteria i nid in a guy. Bt,heck care wif my criteria. Sumhw or rather,im pleased tat she is ur gf. She and you-are real compatible. And,sumhw i wish,tats me. Hmph,buhh -.- nasi telah menjadi bubur. Pfft. I asked you a stupid quest ystrday. I rmembr asking you-do u love ur gf? Pfft.i shudnt hav ask. Ur answer was saddenin pls. It broke my hart. Haish. Buhh myra. Lupakan dia. Biar drg hidup bahagia,pls.

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Friday11:33 AM
wah sey! i want that top pls! idk if its still in the adidas outlet. i have never seen it before. i want that pls. =)=)
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{a day spent wif them, a problem forgotten/}
11:25 AM
hi. =) went shopping wif dear bestfriend tadii. basically, our destination were just lot one, due to some pathetic reason-_- k tak apa. went started our day by eating at kfc. aisyah belanja. huhu, dia kaya. ngak perlu keje, sudah ada banyak wang. booh! aha, im lazzy to elaborate on stuffs. basically, i got myself a bag. & aisyah got herself a wallet. well, both were worth it. i bought a 10 dole famous amos. and she, a keychain. k buhh. our intention, is to shop for clothes! bt, there aintany wow clothes there. -.- like wtf. went home at4 plus, due to sum reason. & yess. i had a grt day wif both of them. thou, fer a short while. =) more outing and shopping, pls. heheh.
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{$ come, $ goes/}
11:04 AM
hi. i got my sasa pay. a pathethic sum, i guess. huhu. exact 200, tats my pay. k wtf myra-_-. i work fer 6 days only. like buhh, i gt a pathetic salary. firstly, i spent it by rebonding my hair. yeah!=) yess, its nutin new to me. bt, im hepi, with my current hair! 2ndly, buy a puma shoe at dicounted price. original price was 90. i bought it at 40dole at vivo city. =) hepi me. buy fer mum oso. =) a filial daughter. booh. then, i gave 30 to mum. =) k, wateva. -_-. huhu, then i went shopping wif dear best fren^^^

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Thursday10:19 AM
Hi. Engkau da berubah,to the extent of aku da tk kenal sapa gtu. Aku mcm,ew ah,dgn perangai kau. Aku rasa tak knal kau tau tak. I tink i saw u doing tat-tat-tink wif ur nt-yt-bf. Ew k ew. Yucks k yucks. U are nt tat desperate kan? Pfft. Wats in ur mind,kawan? Aku keliru,pls. Kekadang aku tak tau position aku dlm hdup kau. Bla sng,fuh,aku tak di-ingat. Kau tk kenang budi ke? Hmph. Enta. Aku giv up.

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9:11 AM
hi. sometimes i wonder where i go wrong in life. i dun really mix with the wrong company or watt. i dun really use any bad language.i dont smoke, i dont drink, i dont take drug. myra tak isap gum. myra tak bunoh orang. myra tak sumpah sana sini. myra tak rogol orang. yet, i have got such a disheartening punishment from god. YA ALLAH, maafkan myra atas segala kesalahan myra. =(
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{awhsome? noooo=(/}
Wednesday10:28 AM
hi. im tired. im bored. i cant sleep. sooo, i have been playing online games for 3 hors. k, sian. -_- came home from work at 11. 30 pm tadii. now, 2.30am--still not sleepy. hmm. overall, im soo like my job.. im lucky enuf i knw & understand chinese. =) amin! everyone there tot i gotaa a bf. wen i deny(i rly no have.), they all dun believe me. -_- thy tot, wen i go to work, my bf sent. wen i go hm, my bf fetch. wen i go break, my bf accompany. buhh! my life aint that awhsome hor. i have been doing all those thing alone seyh. -_- wer got bf. sian! k watevar. myra forever lonely. :(
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{hope, everything gonna be ok, pls/}
Saturday12:07 PM
tadii, bila aku tidur, aku mimpi pasal o-level result. k, sian! the story goes like this. * we were all sitting in our respective kelas. then, ms tracy use microfone & reveal our result in front of the kelas.. * k, then, i ter-wake-up. so, i dun noe wat happen. but, wateva it is, im feeling the fear alr. aww, sian! nak enjoy, hati pulaq tak senang. grr.
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{tat feeling is love , kan? O.o/}
11:18 AM
-_______________- stupid me! how can i even think of falling in love, with you. err, it seems sooo impossible! are you also? hmm, bt why didnt you confess? you dont wanna acknowledge ur feelings? or, you dun even realise that you're in love? O.o. stupid me. sekali kau takde pape.. check2 aku jer, yang perasan. buhh. stupid feeling. heart, dun play2 ok. im tired listening and following you. ^.^
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{work, work =)/}
5:10 AM
currently, busy with working life. yeah, back to work. dari aku dudok uma, tak buat pape, baik keje kan? =) ok, so working at nichii boutique pat vivo city.. ok, i dun noe this shop actually. name kedai, macam jual baju tak lawar gitu eh. bt, im wrong hor. the baju all expensive & seriusly lawar2. & i gt to knw, its quite famous, in other cntry , thou. oohh. k, i really hope i get my sasa's pay like real soon, can? i wanna buy the baju2 at my shop. i cant tahan seeing all the baju. haiya. *sigh* wat a life, w/o money. =(
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4:41 AM
characteristic of girls which men dont like .. yikes! ~~~~ Those who think that they are pretty & use their pretty-ness to seduce men.. O.o--men no like ok. ~~~~ those who have got sugar daddy. LOL? saper nak pun.. -__-. ~~~~ those who take advantage of any situation. for instance, to get hold of money, fame.. -___- manusia gini mcm pun ada. macam curik matae orang, rampas tunang orang. k, org gini stop it hor. ~~~~ Queen control! aha, men no like ok. take note ! =) ohh, im not.. no worry. =) ~~~~ Perfectionist! ok, this one, man no like, woman oso no like hor. semer dia je yang betul. taknk kalah. da salah, pun, ttp nak menang -______- ~~~~ get jealous at every single thing. matae kua nan kwn, pun nak jealous. matae kua nan mak pun nak jealous. LOL? org gini pun ada. -____- buhh. aha, myra tak macam gitu. myra boleh understand understood. k, this is just a random post. ohh, bored. yawn.
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{no matter hw long we knew each other, i guess it doesnt make any diffrent/}
Sunday6:29 AM
seriusly, i cant take it, wen people start posting abt me on fb. well, obviously, i knw thats me. as , u post that, straight after our stupid fight. can i like, sumhw defend myself, pls? u said that i show my pathetic face to the guys. hmph,i mean, like seriusly, wen did i do tt? can i knw, when? im not even wif them, on that particular scene. soo, why must ya say tat? k, it hurts, like seriusly hurts. kalau kita bukan kawan rapat, and i gt that comment, aku tak kesah. tetapi, skg nie, kita pernah menjadi kawan rapat. kau kenal sape aku. kau tau care aku. kau tau yang aku tak akan ambil simpati daripade lelaki. -_______- & kau tau yang aku tak suka kau pandang rendah terhadap diri kau. so, wats ur post about, huh? hmph. aku tau, mungkin ramai org akan support kau. tapi, seriusly, aku tak kesah. i knw myself. i knw wat im doing. & u said tht i go around, complaing to people and trying to gain sympathy. hmph, idk ehh. mmg aku complain, tapi untuk amq simpati, bukan aku.. n yeah, i gotta to knw that kau kate aku make use of kwn2 aku.. ape maksud kau, boleh aku tau? i rly wanna like kol ya nw, and ask u, bt, no. i cant. aku akan marah kau nanti. dan kau akan nangis. lepas tu, kau akan bilang org2 yg sokong kau, yang aku tak puas hati nan kau. sooo, wat can i do? nothing. i can only complain at my own blog, abe nangis. nangis pasal, kau masih tak kenal aku. nangis , pasal kau buat cerita pasal aku. nangis, pasal aku da takda org lain nak mengadu. nangis, psal aku tk expect semua ni dari kau . kita da banyak kali gadoh, kadang2, aku sampai da tak tau ape lagi kau nak. nak kata aku tak paham kau,aku rasa da cukup phm. k, idk.my mind is in a whirl just to think abt this. i have been so sensitive towards ur feeling, bt then again, to u, im jahat. yeah, jahat. wen im not hepi wif wat ya doing, i kept quiet. i wud just complain to the others. bt still, it kejam pade kau! tsk. wateva. aku da biasa ahh kene mcm gini. kalau kau masih ada niat nak pikir yang buruk2 tntg aku, go ahead. i knw wats best fer me. & i will kip on hunting fer a true fren whu would really understand me & wouldnt kol me jahat, bodoh sombong and bla3. huh.
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{frens aint frever, kn?/}
Thursday8:07 AM
yesterday, 1st dec was class outing. everything went smoothly fer the first two hour, i guess. hmph, straight to the point, i fought wif her, AGAIN! everyone were saying that.--kau nan dia, mesti gadoh eh. wah, krg tak bole keluar sesame ah. -___- thou, i agree wif it. yes, we have fought fer a few times, & i gotta say, im tired in trying to save this frenship. real tired. might as well, this will be our last fight & just let everything remain as our memory. yeah. basically, we fought due to stupid stuff. yes, its stupid and im super irritated by it. it is all because she thinks that our kelasmate wont play bicycle wif her. i mean, cmon, our kelasmate are our kelasmate, thy aint anti-social or whatt. so, wats the big deal? k, watevar, i cant talk much about this issue. bt, im super disapointed with one of her comment, : *dia kurus & lawar pe, mesti ah semer lelaki support dia*--lol?? k, fck. i hate this kind of comment. i mean, it aint logical at all. even if im fat or skinny or what, if im in the wrong, no one wud support me rite? so, wer is the logic? obviously, kau dengki nan aku la. kalau kau tak dengki, kau tak akan cakap mcm gini. huh, watever. our body's size, seriusly, aint a topic to talk about. hmph, i dun really wanna fight wif her yesterday. i just, basically kept quiet. she was the one whu started it. soo, idk, maybe, if people think, that i was the one whu wan to complicate the matter, then the ans is no.i wont want to fight in public, with our kelasmate, lagi? huh, tak kuasa. & she cry, at every single thing. & i hate that! cry, cry, cry will only worsen the situation. ape, kau nak semer org tau, yg kau gado nan aku? then, org nampak kau nangis, jadi drg ingat yang aku marah kau? ehh, stp it siia perangai.this is not the first time, kau nangis kerana aku. -_-& u shud jolly well knw me. i wont entertain this kind of thing. yess, i may sound cruel, as if i dun care abt our frenship. bt, let me tell ya, i give up. i have really give up. hmph. and i think, you too. i waited fer ur kol or sms, bt to no avail.
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7:10 AM
hey, i have just quit my work. yes, quit. i knw, most of us are actually starting work. k wateva, i hate sasa! hmph. today, is like at last im at home. hahah, have been out the whole time.& i wake up at 4pm tadi. -_- k, tak perlu. aha, went to science centre last week wif bestfren. her sis & brother were there as well. & yes, we had great fun. met them around 11.30 am. ate mcd & explore the whole place till 4pm. 4pm, we watch a show. & sumpah itu show mendak nak mampus, seriusly. her sis sampai tertido2. yawn, yawn. went home after that. ohh, yes, my cusin have berpindah! huhu, saya suka, can? hahah. so, i hav to kinda help them out. they pindah to commonwealth area there. & seriusly, banyak mat rep. eew, no life punya orang. buhh. help2 them, till 10pm. met azrul fren. k, otu mmg matrep & minah hor. k takpe, janji tak ada tattoo and tak kurang ajar sudah la. lain, aku tak masuk campur la eh. hmph. the next day, was malacca trip. huhu. got a few miss kol from dearest fren. hahah, bt still, i didnt wake up from those kol. -_____-. myra tido tak ingat dunia. & so, i wake up at 5.45am. quick2, i bathe and rush to school. k, like fck. im the last persun to arrive. hahaha, k perangai aku masih tak berubah. buhh.& so, inside the bus, i spent my whole time, chatting wif una. well, we havent met since the last day of exam.. & so, we chat abt almost everytink. & spent the other half of the time, sleeping. yawn k. aha, malacca was awhsome. i mean, the atmosphere there. fck, there never sell new dvd. boring or wat? buhh. aha, there was this one incident. una kena kacau by one of the stranger there. hahah, cute or wat. * ehhh, bulat nye, nak dokong boleh?* hahahaha, sumpah, tat was cute. hahaha, quickly we both ran.huhu. & so, many other things happened there, which im tired to elaborate. arrive school at 10pm. & arrive home, 11.20, i guess.. i bought majalah remaja only. tat too, duit pinjam, huhu, must bayar alq nie. k, i will, wait my gaji hor. =)
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