saaap! went to meet nadia at 3 after work just now. supposedly we need to print out some project stuff. bt unfortunately, bb soo ex. and bg just closed down, whule wdlnd sucky much the price. haix. sooo , we lepak at bg mcd . and discuss bla3 fer our so called project. and in the end, we didint print as it actually cost us up to 30 bucks. where got time pay a lot of money just for papers made by tree-.- pffft. went to westmall aftr tht, and did a so called analysis on this project. and teh we went home around 630. bought fr mum food as she were asleep teh whole day-.-were at home, the whole day then, chit chat wif mu. there were a time when my mum aske me:wat does the colour black stand fer uh. this is sumhw related wif my project. and i was doing black colour. sooo i answered. *ohh, like me uh* she looked at me:: like wat? *ohh mcm mira. pendiam....keseorgan...tkder kwn....emo...* hahhahaha. my mum then burst into laughter and said:: kau, mira? penidam??!! cikgu kau sellau complain kau ni bising, kau depan cikgu pun nak menjawab je. sampai ckigu marah kau suruh diam. kau kate pendiam?haha, tu bukan kau! >< ce, biadap la mak aku.ahhahahah

saaaap!:):)):) ceh hahah. saturday, money,money. tuisyn from 1-7. two places, three students. new assignmnet. taught a k1 kid--malay! ahhahaha. y ther parent so anxious sia? only k1, must study malay eh. aniway at to teach and study? i also dont knw. so i taught him, satu, dua , tiga. and its very cute, i swear! after, 1-5, he will always say 9! satu dua tiga empat li----ma, enam, sembilan! tsk tsk. ahhahah. just by teaching tht, one hr past already. soo fast^^ and its realling fun ssing small kids saying all these. soo, after tht, received 20 dole. and before tht 20 dole. soo i have liek gt myself 40 dole in a day. and thts enuf to buy at least a beg and lappy beg fer myselff^^^ hehehhe. sunday, wake up early morning as i gt tuisyn at yishun. its a really engaging lesson. and this sutdent of mine like to make a fool of me. saddening sia. hahahah. i like this lesson, totally. thou im abit stress, as he is sitting fer psle next yer, yet his malay is very2 bad. hmm, must train him :( haix. how, idk. lol. k wtv. and ive gt like 30 dole. so this two day, hav gt money fer next wikend shopping wif nadiaa! :) happy happy. :)

helooo. had a tiring saturday this wik, really.wake up at around 845. and i were late, as i slept at 5am. heh, and sooo i quicly siap-ed and met nadia at bukit btk mrt.. and rachel were late as well. she wake up at 10!! haixx. sooo, nadia andd i went ahead to town first. early in the morning also soo many pple meh? hahahah. and omgeee la, soo many thing caught my eye siolzx. ishq ishq. bingit. lol. and rachel came around 12. had our lunch at mcd. and went ahead wiff our project. which is actually to take pic of window displays. and its fun la. heheheh. soo most of the pic were taken by me, as both of them shy. wth. haha, and im sooo look like a malaysian/indonesian tourist. hahak. k its really a grt day doing project with them. and huili meet us halfway :) hee. went a bit of window shop at ion. and went back around 530. at 7 , ive rush over to yishun. as ive gt tuisyn to teach. omgee. soo tired . bt its worth it this day :)

helo. i is sad plus bingit gila to the maximum. i hate it when someone chose over their bf over their close friends. i mean tht sucks kan. like really sucks? huh. ok, now here is the story. she was like planning wif me to watch kungfu panda like this sat. and soo, i told her, ok can, but onlf after 6 uhs. soo, she agreed. like im happy la she agreed. because she cant go out after 6 wattt. soo i didnt reply her txt, as i was having my lesson, skali kan, 10 min after she txted me... saying tht SHE WANT TO CANCEL BECAUSE SHE WANT TO MEEETTTTT HER BOYFRIEND! grr. yes, im fck up wif her. so i said-cant u even go out wif ur friend, and not ur guy like fr once. she said wat,yaknw. TAK AKAN AKU TAK JUMPA DIA, ABE NAK KLUA NGAN KRG KAN? MANE BOLE. LAGIPUN DIA YANG AJAK DULU. wtfffffff. i mean sunggh la. i was like fcked up pple who thing of their bf, instead of gf. like wth la. grrrrr.

hiii. :) nowww, im studying visual merchandising. so it will like goes on for 4 wiks or soo. and to be honest, im beginning to like my course. hehhe yay ^.^ k la, im thanful tht i hav gt tht tiny passion in me alr. soo, alhamdulilah. and visual merchandising is just soo fun. maybe i can pursue tht as my career. >< ceh wtf. it seems easy. bt, in future, how?:( k wtv. hmm, so now my lesson strts at 3 and end at 6. its a fck up timimg. really. i cant really go to work on time after tht. arrive late is soo not good bah. haix. and ohh, great sgpore sale starting real sooon. :( and this wik, ive dun really have money, yet... i hope i can get at least 100. i wanna buy lots of thing (y)

hi :) school rather awhsome these few days :) on the sat, i went for my APEL thingy. and yep, its awhsome. all RHD students are just soo bonded. ^^ and i like it tht way. and it reminds me of my 5n2, really. i miss them, and sumtimes i just wish tht they are still my classmates. no matter wat, thy are still the best classmates i have i ever had :) bt nevertheless, im gonna make my poly life as awhsome as secondary's. so on tht day, we had our so called presentation. and all i gotta say is tht each and everyone of us did a grt job (y) lol, its a simple presentation aniways. and soo class ended around 11am, tht day. and huili, rachel, nadia and i went to bedok point to have our lunch. :) bedok point so suay, only gt 2 halal stall :(:(:( haix. then we headed home around 1. went home, and straight off to my bed ^^ at night around 1030pm, my family and myself went to mustaffa centre. shop there till 2am. >< bt it seems like 2 pm. soo many people(to b exact, bangla)-.- k wtv, their place bah. and then , we headed to al-ameen at beauty world sane. whoo, makanan di sana sungguh shiok. heheh, we had our small chit-chat and laughter till 3 plus. and straight went home, while bro went to send his gf home :) slept straight the moment im home. grt day , yay.

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hi heloo readers :) today i has no school. and sooo i went to meet aisya , zubaidah, khaiuna :) went to met zu first as she ended school way earlier than the others. i met her at marsiling and then headed kfc togeder. and omg, the moment we met, we soooo noisy already. hehhe, really like never met soo long like tht -.- and there were two small kid behind s saying bye and wtv. like stupid pls. because they are like only sec 1? hahahha, fail! do we look so young. ah 20 july babes forver young :) lol. k wtv. and soo we waited fer them like 45 minit. :/ sodey. perut da berbunyi. and wen they arrive, mak kau, lagi kecoh ah. sampai banyak org tgk.. hahaha ! and so shared stories. and zu seems to hate her kelas. she also wanna drop out. huhu. same la nasib kita yer. and pple say she pendiam , like wttff. hahah, k wtv. chit chat, and aisya went home at 530 :( then camwhore and chit chat, una went home at 630:( left the too forever alone girl, again. sedih pe hidup.and soo, we decided to walk to causeway. skali kan kita namaok satu nenek rambut putih ni, sooo weird ah.. really. she was like gonna stand up, bt it just seems weird and she stared at us. T.T serammm. then window shop and went home around 9. thpu its a short meeting, it kinda let out my stress. had a real grt and awhsome laugh wif them :)

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heloooo! :) on wednesday, i wake up early in the morning to meet all my kelasmates at airport. we were supposedly to go paris. but then flight were delayed. so we decided to drop the idea. ah wtv. i went there to just do my project. met nadia and rachel at clementi. met naziyah at tanah merah. met huili at changi. met the rest at t3, candy empire. went to have our breakfast at mcd. we had a grt talk and early morning joke. :) went to study at one side of the place, bt , later got scolded by some guards. went another place, and got scolded, again -.- and soo we decided togo mcd at around 3. i thought we be continuing. bt all like eat alr, soo lazy alr. hahahah. and soo only my grp finish it up there. as two of our group mate aint there. reason-got hurt playing bungee jumping. whuuuut? pfft. had our chit chat chit chat. and i headed home wif rachel and nadia as usual. i got work after tht. while the others go lepak

heloo! last sat , went jb to celebrate mom badae :) azrul and azri did tag along fer this :) went there around 330. bt we ended up waiting fer 3 freaking hours at the msia custom. i swear tht isnt funny at allll. pfft. ah went to city square only at 7pm. :/ plan to watch cinema had to be cancelled. we went to ate at the teh sarabat. suupppper naise! nom nom, very nice and appetizing. the tec, wah, can melt. hahha. the roti prata, fuh, fantastic siia :) went shopping after tht. bro and cusin bought a wallet. i bought a shorts and watch. they now gt super big sale. wah >< hehe. so excited. lol. i wanna go there again, soon! to shop ah mesti. >< bought a total of 25 dvd. which cost us 110. siann. hahah,fanatic sia beli bnyak2. bought the sims(Y) went home arund 12. and watch the evil dead. hahahaha! a fcking cute ghost story. lol really. bt if u watch alone serammm giler lerr. k da thts fr the day. :)

hi hi :)last friday went home around 9 pm. before tht, spent the whole day at school, a bit slacking and then both nadia and me headed to west coast plaza . around 6 then we reached there, and we sesat. >< lol. i skip my tuisyn as i knw i be very late. went home wif her after tht. there were a part wen i was otp wif my mum.a nd she said tht she envy my family. as we can go out at night. tht moment i realized, tht she might have gt sum sort of curfew too. :/ arrived home at 9 :/ mum bought few clothing fer me. alhamdulilah. :) haix. siap-ed and get ready to go kite flying. soo tired. the day before never sleep. :/ went marina barrage wif my family, kak jaanah and aunt family. happy happy. during tht period, i was soo fcked up wif my nsmall cousin attitude. he very crazy. really. he want to throw stones, and run across the road all. wah piang eh he. pfft. were there from 11 till 3am. after tht headed to eat breakfast. the next day school=paitao pls. heheheh. so freaking tired. lol. :) bt wtf ah, i think must retake the subject i absent from. poly sucks k pls.

hi, now im having my 4 days break before staring another module. yay! must really make full use of these free time. bt i guess i cant. hav gt tuisyen to teach. ah nehmind, rezeki :) so i did my last minit portfolio wif ayrie. :)lucky enuf he agreed to aid me. soo we went to do all these at west coast park. ya, we spent our freaking full day there, sampai 8 pm. :/ luckily we did managed to get everything donne except for the scanning thingy. on the way to scan, saw nadia. and soo she did difrent from me. i is scared. bt since i do already must confident bah. praying hard and keeping my finger cross i would just pass. amin.

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helo.last monday was awhsome. had a mini celebration wif felow classmates. after our critique session, we all headed to TM to have our early lunch at pastamania, im very proud to be in this kelas. first of all : all of them are very friendly and thy really cared abt each other. and its really all. once we are like left out or blur blur, thy would be there, always :)heheh. so on tht day, was ee ru badae. we had a so called suprise for her at the rooftop garden. thou it was very hawt, everyone co-operate and we took our so called group photo. we had a mini bonding session and ya i and nadia were actually matchmaking our kelasmate. lol we very sian, hahhaahahha. and soo we found out who have gt bf/gf and vice versa. lol. both nad and i went off around 230. soo tired. :/ thy headed to idk wer to have a chit chat session. lol. and ohhhhh, everyone were like saying nadia and i look alike. lol? we both look totally different. then they will go like--u both siblings? lol>< so when we walk togeder, i will purposely not wear my spec. buhh. and oh, thy say we noisy, like suddenly so loud. lol? of kourse in kelas, quiet, must pay attention wat. hahah. phuck me. ^.^

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helo! hehhe, sorry for neglecting my blog. ive got no time to update, rly. i no life bah. everday doo assignmnent, can die. serius can die. haix. today is my last assignmnet for this architect module. im very very very happy! ^^ like at last no need to draw accurately. thou its ending, im praying hard for my presentation this monday. even if i barely make it, like got just a D, i would be thankful. i dun wanna have a big fat F for my first module :(its pathetic kan kan. boo. and my in charge said tht, we cant fail anty sub at all. if fail cannot goo oversea trip. alaa. Allah, help me pls. :)amin. in less than 5 hrs, its my critique session. im soo lazy to goo to school. family soundly aslip. i must go school, i dun want la lol. haix.

hi. its fri alr. it seems fast. bt im rly glad tat its alr fri. hw i wish its wikend every day. i dont wana go skul. realy. wenever i go skul im afraid i cnt mit expectation, im afraid of new asignment, im afraid to gt an F for my asignment. im afraid of nt being able to cope. really. i ve nvr been like tiz. im always sumone whu is excitd fr new lesson. im excitd to do my exam.im excited to knw wats my result like. im excitd to do grp work. im always nt scared to voice out my opinion. bt nw, idk. im nt capable of doing wat i want. i wana go back to sec, really. im tired, even thou its only the second wik. yaknw wat. i failed all my asngment. and its realy nt funny. i myself cant believe it. i hav never gt a straight F. yet nw, sigh. ive always hav a high expectation of myself. wen i gt a D, i would aim for a c or b. bt nw, if i were to gt a D, i would be very very thankful. really. just let me pass i would be very happy. i wnder wat my gpa wud look like. i wonder how im gonna cope. i wondr why Allah want me to pursue a design course. i wonder why Allah gave me such an obstacles, an obstacles which gonna last for 3 freaking years. :/

hi! :) i have finally bought my laptop. yes, yes, im very happy! this is due to the fact tht even thou my family cant really afforrd it, thy still buy. i mean, ya, laptop is important fr my poly life. but at least, thy didnt procastinate nor fight due to tht. :) went there wif my mum, bro, kak jannah and bith azri , azrul. im thankful tht thy took their time off to accompany me buy laptop. nyeheheh. terharu sekejap. >< my laptop was 1000plus. and i top-up around $550. using my busary and salary money. alhamdulilah. the others, my mum and bro top up :)went to pizza hut to have our late lunch/dinner. had an awhsome day wif them. as usual, wen we were eating, most eyes were on us. heheh. because we were the most bising. betol. kita bbl semue tgk. :/ kpo, lol, typical sgaporeeans. heh. went to nike/adidas warehouse sale. lucky enuf there isnt anything tht caught my eyes. everyone shop on tht day. i bought my laptop thingy. azrul bought mp3. azri bought earpice/headphone. kak jannah bough i-phone stuuf. mum bought makeup. brother bought football manager game. lol. kita feeling2 kaya on tht day. >< went home around 11. so tiring.

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hello, hello! :) i is happy on the weekends. had an awhsome weekends wif my dearest family. on the friday,ive got a tuition to teach at yishun. alhamdulilah, got 20dole after tht hour. the next day, i woke up rather early at 11. >< had lunch wif mum and azrul. initially, there isnt any plan. bt then, we have got some sort of last min plan wif aunt family. went kite flying , go-kart, bicycling, picnicking, gossiping , laughing at west coast park. these are wat i love the most. i like it wen our family come together and have some sort of trouble free conversation. azri was there too. because he said tht there were some quarelling at home .you knw wat sucks? its wen families are fighting wif each other over money issues. im lucky very much tht my family aint like tht. amin. and soo, after tht, we headed to west coast hawker centre. soo full, soo many people, soo sedap, soo kenyang:at last. heheh. headed home at 12 midnight. had to prepare materials for tuition tht late night. :( so fatigue.