as days paz by, i find myself to hav change , like tremendously change . and i dun knw why. i guess its the people around me which influence my thoughts and hence i became a bit too sensitive. i gt easily jealous . of certain people happinez. i find myself to b vry cruel thou. i mean, we shudnt be jealous of othrs hapinez. well i cnt cntrol tz thoughts rite .bahh. phuck. and idk. i cn cry at almost evrytink. i just realize tat i hav kinda gt a fragile hart. why why why. bt aniways i dun care alr. i dont want to hate my life at evry single thing. :( friends- i gave up wif certain pple. i guess my poly fren are awhsome,fr nw. bt nah, i stil love sec mates. relationshp- amazingly , there isnt any guy tat had caught my hart, yet. maybe my hart is nt botherd. ^^^ money - vm uses my money nearly 50 . so phuck vm k. bt i will try to hav as my tuition to gain back all the moneys. :) and ...... ah there are way too much things in my mind.i need a break ! :( Labels: maybe i shud stop thinking..