today is tuesday uhuh. i have been sick since sunday. i swear im hungry now. havent eat since mon morning. :( yay much. my bro never let me do my assignment. ask me sleep all the way. sape nak layan. wed is my assignment due. i hvent finish. howww. :( me no care already.me want quit school. really. haix. ya Allah, sungguh mira tak tau kenape letak mira dalam course design. i cant even manage. art have been my greatest enemy since primary :( Buat ape mira blaja psle pandai2 , nlevel pandai2 , olvel pandai2 . kalau tak boleh dapat ape yg mira nak. might as well i dont study well back then. might as well i dun bother having a so called dream career and stuff. really. mira blaja sbb nak buat ape yg mira suke. bukan ape yg mira benci. :( :( :( ni bukan jalan hidup yg mira nak. huh. jantan tu tak pernah blaja bila pat umah. psle fail. nlevel barely pass. tapi kenape dia dapat ape yg dia nak?! cita2 dia tercapai. sumpah tak paham. kenapa semue org percaya yg dia lah yg terbaik dlm keluarga ni. knape?:( i think i have proven myself well enuf. phuckme. bila dia akan pergi dari hidup ni? aku benci dia sumpah aku benci binatang mcm dia. dia tak patut wujud dlm dunia ni,ya Allah. kalau dia tak pergi dari dunia ni, aku rela pergi. i have nothing else to achieve in this wrld sia. atuk,amik la mira:( :( :( :( kalau taknk, doakan la mira kebahagian dan keadilan di dunia ini. benci jantan tu. :/