heloo. uh. bf have been er, angry? ya i think thts the word. he hav been angry wif me lately. first i have been mentioning abt breakup(which im obviously kidding). he know tht im kidding right. obviously i dun wanna a breakup. god, breakup? yikes. i want a lost lasting r/s kan. ish. and secondly, i always .. k not always. i usually ter-ckp pasal lelaki lain and stuff. k thts jealousy. yes i like it wen he is jealous. but. dia jealous plus bingit. itu yg susah eh. hmm. but aniways, he cant blame me entirely fer this. for godness sake, imma single lady fer yearsss. and this kind of conversation, talikng abt othr guys hav been in my blood for so long :/ ok fine, im in the wrong. :( should stop talking abt othr guys. maybe im supposed to be blame. ok giv me time. hmmm. i hate silent treatment. he like to gimme tht wenever he is angry. and tht sucks kan. but nehmind, i'll get used to it. i'll try my best to adapt from being a single lady to an attached lady. sometimes, i think tht i rly do have strted loving him. but wenever tht feeling came, the guilt came also. knape. mira sumpah tak tau. maybe i think a guy like him doesnt deserve someone like me. yes im good, but not in a certain way wer othr girls is. k shucks. not gonna talk abt this. but trust me aliff, i rly love you. and if u still havent sense it, i have gt nothing to say. its all abt the heart. if u can sense it, then trust me, i wont disappoint u. if u still cant, hmm, just dont keep doubting me. and the third, fourth ..... reason remain unknown. he wont tell me why he is angry sometimes. but nevermind, as long as we not fighting, im happy alr.
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