today mark the first mnth we've known each othr :)) and, i dun feel thts its only a mnth. somehow or rathr, i can click with him real well, n i feel tht we've knwn each othr fr like quite some time. k wtv. and soon its gonna be our monthsary. uhuh. time fly so fastt. And aniways, so far i think our relationshp is going well. uh, to be honest, ive been tryng my best to avoid conflict. maybe because im afraid to lose him? or maybe bacause i dun wan him to compare me with his ex? or maybe just because i want a long lasting r/s. idk. and one more thing, he always doubt me. ok not doubt in terms of trust ah. but ya, othr thing. and it sucks. ok not bothrd to elaborate. im not tht heartless aniways. i dun see any use of leaving him wen ya, im really into him. and, to be honest, he hv spent quite a lot on me just fr this one mnth. and did i mntion, he bought fr me a necklace, frm citigem. and actually wore it fr me at geylng. kol me unappreciatve. lol. its not unappreciatve. its idk hw to react n thnk him. and obviously i appreciate evry single thing he hav done fr me.. and ya, i bet tht necklace is expnsve. :( hmm. and one more thing, i can see tht he have gt a high expectation fr this r/s and fr me as well. and tht freak me out. k wtvvv. thts all i can conclude abt him, fr the time being. well, i rly hope this r/s would last long. and i just hope tHt he would tell me if i make a mistake. thts all.amin:)