can i say phck my life? No i dun wanna say ive gt an unfortunate life and stuff. im rly grateful. but...i cant stand it wen things doesnt turn out like i how i want it to be. ive always want a long lasting relationship. rly. once im in a relationship, i rly want everything to be perfect. jz now, he doubted our rs. and tht sucks alot. rly. it seems like he dun wanna this rs to last long. seems like he had enuf of me. seems like he is giving me a hint tht he gonna leave me. :(( im on the verge of breaking down wen thinking abt tht. he cant leave me. i rly love him veryy veryy much. and if he were to leave me,huh. i can frgt about having an awesome rs and marriage in the future. rly. i may just lose faith in guys. haish. i just hope he will stop doubting our rs. im hoping tht he would trust me. as i rly have trust my hart and soul to him.. pls lets make our 2016 true k? im looking frward to tht aweSome moment. i know tht we can last if we really put in effort in maintaining our rs. our rs gonna be an awesome one. im pretty sure abt tht. im confident tht we can last real long, not just 3-6 mnths. insya'allah kita akan kekal lamer.