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{first monthsary :))))/}
Wednesday9:50 AM
heloo. :) 5th of september marks our first monthsary :) yay yay. ok to be honest, i find it quite fast. tsk. its like just yesterday i met him fr the first time, just ysterday he broke up wif his ex, just yestrday he sent me to school and work, just yesterday he asked me to be his gf, and just yesterday we had our first hug, kiss and stuff. woo,but amazingly, it have been happening fr a month. heheheh. ok and so i have been in a relationsho fr a month. and to be honest, i dont feel any pressure being his gf, yet. yes, i find him quite understanding. control freak? ok. i bet everyone will be worried, protective of their own gf/bf. and its normal if my bf reacted in a certain wayy. im fine with it. and luckily he doesnt control me to a large extent. amin amin. in this one month, i dun think we have been into a real big fight. as far as im concern, not yet. but, minor fights, yes. quite a numbr of time. and i dun mind abt tht. like all of us knw, these fights will make our relationshp more stronger & bla3. hmm. idk. he seems quite unpredictable at times. wenever he is upset, angry, disappointed with me, he wouldnt tell nor show it to me. and tht sucks. as i have to figure it out myself. and to be honst, i suck at tnt. i will tend to think negative stuffs. and, i believe tht would worsen the matter , right, right. idk y but he like to mention abt othr guy to me. to be honest, i dont feel appreciated if he did tht. i mean, i swear dun knw wats the motive, haish. but i dont mind aniways. as long as he stop talking abt break up. ii have nothing to complain abt him. really. i fnd him awesome in his own way now. but i just hope and pray and wish he wont change. thts all im asking for in this relationshp. wat make me love him, was his personality,character. so, thst all im asking frm him. i will try my best to be a very good gf. a gf which he expect of. thou, i want him not to have high expectation from me. watver it is, i know he can accept me the way i am now, and thts awesome. in this one month, he have done quite alot for me. suprises and suprises and suprises. and i totally love tht. hehehhe, kan sweetzx hari2 ader suprise. evn thou he is tired and sleepy , he still waited fr me aftr school or waited fr my txt, or waited till late night just to on the phone. and he have even nvr sleep just because he is worried. and i feel really bless to have this kind of bf. hehehhe :)) i hope he will continue to treat me this sweet , be this faithful, be this way till how long our relationship gonna last :)))) amin. and i really love my boyfriend, aliff haidar:))) |
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