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{we can never run away frm judgemnt/}

Wednesday9:58 AM

hmm. the other day, his mum called me. because she cant gt thru him. as his phone is on silent mode. i answered. not expecting and knowing tht his mum would call me asking his werabout. uhuh. his mum voice sounded exactly the same like my firnd. so confident much, i thought it was her. unfortunately no. i was wrong. and guess whut. i remmebr saying 'ape kau nak'as i thought my kwn whut. sekali mak dia:( and i did laugh, while i was on the phone. phck me. i shouldnt have laugh. i mean just because i LAUGHED, i have been misjudged. i regretted laughing. but i regreted answering the phone, more. because i answered it, bf have been scolded. by his mum on the phone . and dad the next day. he also got reminded by his past, again. haish, felt so guiltyy at tht point of time. the next day wen he gt scolded by his dad, i became one of the topic. his dad called me a CHEAP women. did u all read tht?:( no, u all didnt read it wrongly. uhuh. i have been labelled a cheap women by my boyfriend's step-dad. i deserve to be angry right? :( i have never thought tht i would gt tht labelling. i mean, like seriusly, it sucks to be judge, just by our laughter. fr godness sake , there are so many girls out there whu laugh like tht. are all of them cheap? no fcking no kan? then why am i one? :(( omgg i rly pity my mum. like seriusly i pity my mum. her daughter have been labelled a slut, prost, and a fcking cheap women. frm her friend, best frn and her bf stepdad. sumpah mira sedih org panggil mira mcm gitu. i dont find it fair calling me tht jst bcause i laugh like tht :((( macam gitu teruk org pandang mira. huh. fck. self-judgemnt suck, really. but dont think thy kol me tht, im gg to change. no. i dun luve in this world just to fcking impress pple :(( watever. i know whu i am. im not a cheap women. omggggg. but thankful & grtful enuf my bf defended me. i mean, he stnd up fr me. *Jangan nk jadi bpk sundal ah kutok matae aku tu mcm.. Kaw takde hak pon la sial!! Kaw tak tawu prangai dyr pon sial!!* - thts frm his tweet. i guess he have said a few word to defend me. i mean he should:(( he rly know whu am i kn. i dont care how his family gonna look down on me. i know myself best. i mean, judging someone from their laughter and dressing is so no awesome. i hope bf wont look down on me :( he have never look down on me. im confident abt tht. haiszx. life sucks wen u gt unpleasant and untrue comment abt urself:((((