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{happy 4th mnth of knowing each other.hehehhe/}

Tuesday9:15 AM

helooo readers :)) finally blogging. yes because im sooo happy heheheheh. today is the 23rd of november. the day before, bf suprised me at school. heheheh althou he does it alot of times, i never get tired of his suprises. i really like it wen he came all the way from woodland to temasek poly just to fetch me from school. isnt tht sweet? yes it is. hehheheheheheh, and he even went to bedok with me. to fulfil my desire wanting to eat mee soto! hehehehk. after tht, we went to spent our time together. yes we did. just by talking, he have really made my whole night. i remmebered my laugh conqured the whole cabin of the mrt. yes. being with him will really make me forget everything. he dont need to do anything. just by sitting there by my side, i will feel really blissful. yes. im not exaggerating, thts wat i truly felt. hehehehe. headed to our ususal place and had our talks over there.yes, we talked on all random things and did all those random things. until he talk abt tht jerk. yes he reminded me of him. and naturally all the flashback will haunt me. i cant blame him. i mean, tht jerk will forever be in my mind aniways. i strted crying. yes, i will always cry wen it come to tht jerk. sigh. i will be a weak lady again. forever not me wen im reminded of tht jerk. bf let me cry , at tht time. he hug me really tight, and console me. tht point of time, i know tht he is truly the right guy fr me. he NEVER regretted being with me. no matter how many time i breakdown because of tht jerk, he NEVER get tired in consoling me. waatever he said just now really made me realized tht there is sill a kind soul in this world. no matter how pathetic and hurtful my jouney was, he was sent from Allah to make my life a better one. insya'Allah this is not a temporary feeling. he told me just now tht ive known the meaning of true life. and he will be here with me, together we will destry tht jerk.thts wat i have been asking for since the past 4 years. finally, here a guy tell me tht he will do it for my sake, fr the sake of my dignity, fr the sake of my happiness. how can i not be contented? how can i not feel appreciated? and when someone who hve ONLY know me for 4 mnths, told me that the real me still havent occur after all this while, how can i not feel tht he is the right one? even my mum dont know the real me. watsmore, someone whom i just shared my life with? yes i was truly shocked wen he said tht. the real me have long perished, eversince my grandpa left me. eversince, i lost IT. eversince, i know guys dont respect me. eversince, i have lost my trust in certain guys. eversince my family favour tht jerk more than me. eversince, everything in my life didnt turn out perfectly. even i dun know who is the real me. but now i know why ALIFF HAIDAR was sent in my life. now i know why i ACCEPTED him to be part of my life. now i know why i have NEVER EVER REGRETTED being with him. insya'Allah this will be the last session ever im gonna talk abt tht jerk, cry abt tht jerk. its not worth it at all. im sucha lucky girl to have sucha an understanding and never-give-up boyfriend. sayang aliff haidar sentiase. :)) hehehhehehe. and btw, today is our 4th months knowing each other. two more weeks before our 4th mnthsarry . ehhehehehe sukeeee.

Labels: tht happy girl who boast abt her bf alot at tweeter. hehhehehehehe

{happppyyyyy 3rd monthsarry mira & aliff/}

Wednesday5:04 PM

hehehhehe, 5th of november is already our 3rd mnth togeder. yay! i find it quite fast like tht lei. ok so i strted the day by gg over to bf crib,early in the morning. i was awake by 9. like ok unbelievable gitu. reach bf crib around 11. and spent our time there till 1. then went to causeway and met shilah & daniel to have our lunch. had our chat awhile. and off to our respective cinema. thy watched footloose. while we watched 23:59. oh yeay, sigh. about armee, again, like walau. pffft. and bf bnyak kali terperanjat. hehehehe, cute much :)) hehehhe. after tht, met back wif them and proceed to time-zone. yes, we played timezone. hehehehhehek. bf & shilah soo cute while playing the game. i dun wat its called. hahaha. semamngat due2.:)) & finally played tekken. oh yeah. sukeee. then, went to lepak near civic, sigh. bf went to msia on our monthsarrry. sucky much? yes. but he must go. due to hari raye raji. spent very lil time with him. :(( seperated with each other by 7 :< tht too, we didnt txt mmuch during his stay his stay there. sigh la sigh. ah tak mengape. perkare da lepas mira. and so here it goes, we are already 3 mnths together :)) & i have faith this rs can reallly go a long wayy. since this bf of mine really know how to console me and not make matter worst kan. heheh. and.....since i know how to control my ego and temper. insya'Allah semuenya okay. i sense a positive comments frm my family. so i dun have to worry abt tht. and sinc he gg ns soon. everything gonna be awesome mawhsome. insya'Allah dengan izin tuhan, kita akan kekal selamenya. insya'Allah takde antare kita yg akan berubah. insya'Allah kita akan bertolak ansur dan saling menyayangi untuk selamenya. insya'Allah

Labels: mira sayang aliff yay

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4:08 PM

hello bloggers & readers. im up earlyy today. so i can post bit by bit abt my life. oh yeah. hehehhehehe. okay actually i frgt most of the things alr la readers. tui pu chi:( oh aniways, school have strted and everything is awesome. heheheheh. maube because i kinda like mmfund and because drawing ess lecturer is veryy kind & motivating. yayyy. two weeks have pass, left with anothr two wiks befre these modules end. i remember the first day of school, bf came during my break time and cook fr me mee goreng. yayyy. maner tak syg dia nie. dtg dari wdlnd and bought fr lunch and waited fr me to end kelas till 9pm. wah shayng dia. hehehehe. but...aftr tht he didnt fetch me often. he have to attend camp. sigh. he is now a camp instructor. yes :< busyy boyfriend, girlfriend tak suke. ceh. tapi alhamdulilah la dia dapat keje yang dia nak. takper susah sekarang senang nanti. cehh. oh oh oh and bf gg ns this comin february on the 2nd! phuck. sigh. no life no life no life. whyyy must ns. walauuu. takperla. cepat pergi, cepat abes kan kan. by the time bf abes, i also da abes skola eh eh

Labels: oh yeah sayang dia

{kak ogyy wedding/}

Monday8:53 AM

on tht day , we went to aisyah sis wedding. went wif bf and met una all there. ayrie was there, bt he left befre we cud even reach there. boo. heheheheheh. and i realized i talk alot. hek ok maybe because finally met aisyah and una and oh aisyah bf. woop woop. thy were togeder on the 7th :) just two days aftr us. sukeee. i think thy look cmpatible ;)) ohh and una just broke up wif abu aftr 3 yrs. uhuh saddening much. uhuh. and aftr tht lepak with una and daniel till 7 - 8 like dat. and off home :)

{bf met family . yayyy/}

Thursday9:40 AM

omgggg sho longg never post alr. walau. okay lets strt frm wat i can remrbr. oh ive havent share about dragon thingy uh? hehee. ok good. thts like a mnth ago. woop. mum seek help frm ayrie to do dragon thingy. fr her work. however last Min ayrie was sick and couldnt make it. at last. bf agreed to help. and so bf came to my hse on tht day around 4pm. he came as a fren.thou. mum treat him real well. boo. mum cook fr him fish, fishball soup wif veg. :( so good. hahahaha. and bro was at home too. bro seem abit odd at first. however arund 7 he seem ok alr. mum kip on making a fuss out of the drag. sho cute. lol. at 8 kak jannah came. heheheheh. i liKed it wen bro strted talking wif bf ;)) and so bf and bro gf did everything. whiLe i and bro sleep and gave moral support. heeee. its 12pm alr. and i ask mum wen can bf go home. but mum asked him to slip here instead. wahhh biar btol. shocking siol. hahahahahah. it felt soo good to have a goodnite hug and kiss just befre sleeping. wah shiok. heeheeeh. upon waking up, bf was alr awake. he gave me a goodmorNing kiss and hugs too. woop woop. and Mum gg blanja ys breakfast. she left us both in hse. mum rly trusted us. sho happy. heeeheeh. and broder tooo . wah. just cos of drag :)