{Nur Shamira. u heard her name, but not her storyy/}
that girl up there, have learnt alot in life. really alot. she dare to admit tht she dont deserve to go thru some of these bullshits. but still, she is strong. she is still stong enuf to suffer all these setbacks. she keep calm, laugh, smile and love like there's no tommorw. but deep down inside, she is screaming in pain. no, she is not tht unlucky in life. she have a small happy family and a loving bf. friends? she dont believe in friends tht much. she have learnt too much. friends comes and go as when thy like. thy do remember her, yes, but in times of needs only. aniways, she dont mind abt all tht. when she is all alone, she will strt thinking abt why and how all these happened. indeed, she have no control over all these. but somtimes, she hope she could forget everything. yes everything. if she can pop a pill and make her forget everything, she would. but no, she is not tht selfish. she still have an understanding mum and brother and also her supportive boyfriend. she know tht her mum and brother is depending alot on her for a better future. she will work hard fr them. she will. but, she just cant stop thinking as to why this need to happen. try to imagine mira, if he hadnt occur in ur life and destroy ur life, u wouldnt be like this. you wont. you will be a happy girl with just a lil ups and downs. but why must he occur? why? why? why? :((((( now, she is depending on her mum and brother and her only boyfriend. insya'Allah nothing more will happen. nothing more. she had enuf. really enuf. yes, you are leading a happy life now. really happy. and mum just said he is proud of u and stuff. i will make u suffer. you dont know the meaning of justice, i guess? just wait. ive never asked for more, but just to be happy. and i know i can achieve happiness soon. in fact, im alr happy with my fam and dearest boyfriend. but its you whu keep haunting me in my mind. sigh.
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