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{happy 4th mnth sayang/}

Monday9:16 AM

helooooo. hehehehhehe its our 4th mnthsarry on the 5th of dec. yes, we are only 4th mnth. only 4th mnth, but ive given my heart wholeheartedly to him. simply because i trust him 110% and positivity is forever with me. doubt, suspicious, i tried to push all of tht thoughts. we managed to keep this rs gg fr 4 mnth. im sure we can go beyond this, up to 4 years and forever. in these 4 mnths, i have seen his worst attitude and also his sweetest side. each time i feel like giving up, i will remember how he is during our happy mmnts. november isnt a good mnth fr us. i mean its not good wen we fight frequently, almost 3-4 nights. to the extend of him initiating a breakup. to the extend of me almost giving up and initiated a break up too. yes we have reach tht stage alr. but with him as my bf, obviusly he wont even agree to my breaking up. he wont. he really love me. even wen im in the wrong, he would shoo away his ego. just so as we would be normal again. one of us will always be the water. and really, its nothing wrong wen one of us became the water.there come a period of time wen i rly thought tht this rs gonna be over. i rly dont want tht day too come. insya'Allah it wont. thou we have been fighting quite a lot during nov period, there comes a time wen he is excpetionally sweet too. yes. his good side. the reason why i stayed. the reason why i love him. the reason why im always happy. hehhehe. and the reason why my tweets is all abt him. heh. i remembered him showing up at my school a couple of time despite being tired. sukee. he will always try his best to entertain me despite being sleepy in the middle of the night. always tried to wait fr me to turn in together. but he would always tend to be asleep first. still, its the thoughts tht count. everytime im hungry, he would always try his best to treat me food. evn wen he is broke, he still tried his best. and when im craving fr certain food, we would gt it soon aftr. knowing tht i badly wanna watch breaking dawn, we still managed to cathched it in cinema. and wen im automatically reminded of tht jerk, he would always try his best to sooth me. he would always. he have never scold me or wt. once, he spent hrs straight just trying to calme and convince me abt this. and each time we fight. he wont just sleep and let the mattercontinue till the next day. he would make sure we are fine within tht few hours. pls tell me he is sucha good guy. yes i can see tht. he hasnt disappoint me in any way yet. uh, okay except once. tht too, i cant partly blamed him. and i have even frgt abt tht matter. he still deserved a scond chance yes. if i love him and he too, this lil things shudnt even bother us kan. aniways,posted this post three hr aftr our mnthsarry. feels so bad. :(( aniways, lets hope there will be lesser night fights between us. indeed it have lessen. its december alr. everything will be fine. hehehhe. 4mnths have been grt. gonna anticipate more of this rs. hek. sayang aliff haidar forever. oh and his bussniss have even improve, like really improve. hehehehe. and oh. exactly 59 days befre bf going ns. sigh. happy 4th mnthsarry to us.