today is the 23rd of january. oh coincidently its our 6th mnth of knowing each other. yes only 6 mnth, heheheh. yaknw, wen he first txted/call me, i didnt even bother entertaining him. he called me several times. and finding it weird, i txted him saying im outside and my batt is dead. hehehhe when im actually at home at tht very mmnt. and he txted again later on asking me if im back home. took my own sweet time and did my own stuffs. and finally replied im home an hr later. hahaha. yes, i have the right not to entertain him back then. yes. hehehe. and later on, he called me. uhuh. he called me, intention was to talk abt his badae chalet. yea, his INTENTIOM was to talk abt tht. but no hahahha. tht was just his excuse. hahah. we had a short chat otp. After putting down the phone, we exchange txt msg till 5am :) heheheh amazingly, i can entertain him til 5 huh? yea, i actually did. hehehhehe. sigh 6 mnths ago stry. :) have i told u people, he is my primary schl mates. but no, idk him at all. idk aliff haidar exist in marsiling primary school hehehe. but yes, he know me. heheh. hence tht literally explains how we comes to this stage. we actually posted regarding our individual bdae clebration in mars pri fb grp. :) and coincidently, both our bdae celebration clash on the same day. thts why he pm-ed me abt it. and he asked fr my num saying tht maybe he can go down fr mine first. and so...... our stry begans. yayy:)

Evening my readers :) its wednesday today yay. just reached home frm work. oh i have nt yet do a review abt my job uh? hehheheh,im no longer a tp student, u guys know? sad as im not a student anymore :( on the other hand, im happy i managed to escape frm poly tedious life :) whu say poly is easy? its never easy and will never be easy. strted my job on the 10th of jan, right aftr genting trip:) My first day of work was alr mind-blowing. the kids are alr super cute. thy can get along to new tcher like me, very fast. fortunately, all the teachers there are very sociable and friendly yay. and not forgetting the supervisor. ive gt myself an understanding supervisor :) this centre have lots of caucasian kids, haish so cute. as days pass by, i managed to mmrised my students name alr:) well its kinda hard to mmrised their name at first as most are koreans, japans, caucasian and some other :( ive only two malay kid in my kelas - ilhan and ahmad. :) koreans like- rikotaru, yosuke and others. the schedule are quite cute actually. play, color, play, eat, bathe, sleep. heh. and my working hrs are very very awesome pls. wait thts fr now only la. soon, im gg to strt my diploma in early childhood kelas on the 9th of feb. im acticipating it. :) i rly want to have my diploma. :< today is alr the 7th day working there. and whut more can i say? im acnticipating gg to work everyday. except fr the waking in the mrning part. heh. i considered myself as one lucky girl as i gt this job w/o even having a diploma cert. luckily, Alhamdulilah. and its all thanks to my brother friend. she recommended me there, and she herself is working there :my working partner :) i knw tht to be a childcare teacher, or any other teacher, we nid to at least have dip or cert in teaching and exp. and i had none. Syukur Alhamdulilah. and obviusly i;ll give my best :)heheh i feel so happy blooging abt my job. like finally no mroe drawing heheheh.

Hi my readers syg :) my bf is away fr camp. no not ns. he's a camp instructor, me bf is busy boy hiak. he;ll be back this fri. and its gg tuesday now. im counting down patiently hehehe. haish. but still im missing him already! we did meet the day befre he went camp, fr around 5 hrs only, and had 2 hrs of quality time. hiak. sedih. its okay. will apent time wif him this weekends. :) ahhaha and oh tumblr just made me miss him more. hahah

I've been wanting to have a collection of galaxy apparels. THose sirts & tank tops. and its very hard to find eh:( will head down to far east wen i gt my pay, wif bf. i hope i can pamper myself with these clothes :(

Went fr genting trip fr 2 day one night, on the 8-9th january :) it was an awesome trip trust me. finally a short trip to release my stress hehehek. went wif my mum, brother, ajul, aji, cikna, fadly and my boyfriend heheheh. yaknow gg on a holiday wif ur familya and ur boyfriend is.....like purfect hehhehe. went there in the mrning around 7am . and oh bf slept at my hse the day befre. and omg he gt along very well wif mum and brother. wah im happy. wif bf spending the night at my hse, wat more can i ask fr? watsapp wif him eventhou we were in the same hse hahaha. when boarding the bus, i actually sat wif bf. uhuh, mum and brother tak kesah wah sey wah. really lei. and bile time balik pun. hehehhehe balik lgi aku suke. dapat tdo kat shoudernya hahha k diam. anyways im kinda lazy to type out the activity we did there. these mmry willl be in my mind, hahhahha. just one thing fr sure, outdoor theme park was clossed! u all know tht feeling?! :((( i rly wanna go there, but its closed. wahlau. played all the indoor thingy. and......its fun becaus eim playing wif my love ones. but tak tinggi tak seram pfft. and went to hauted hse. and hahahahhah si ajul besar nya penakut ya Allah tak tau knape dapat sdare mcm dia! hahahahaha. he kept saying tht 'aku masih mude' thruout the hauted hse. as he's scared the ghost will scare him to death. pfft -.- hahaha. then abg fadly mum and cikna headed to casino. while bf, ajul, aji went to play archery and bowling. and we headed to karaoke aftr tht. yzyness. sent them back to the hotal. and bf & me went out to the cloud. wahhhh trust me, tht was the best feeling ever. its like im in a fairytale,hahahah. really la. this boy is just soo sweet. why? :) he cuddled me like very tightly as he knw i cant stand cold. and we like rly cuddled and kiss at the cloud. i just dun know how to describe. heh its just awesome feeling. how i wish i can like just stay there, wif bf forever? hahahha, sudahlah :( and went shopping wif bf the next day. bought wedges. and bf bought this v-neck shirt. and..... he looks hawt in v-neck shirt. gonna buy fr him v-neck shirt wen i gt my pay. :) reached sg at 8pm. headed fr makans. and off we went home. and i love my bf. wen reached home, he watsapp me all the sweet stuff. hheheheh. (y) sygs dia.

This is super cute and gorgeous!

hi everyone, its january the 6th today! and amazingly, this yr i havent post any new year resolution. boo stupig me. i frgt :( lets strt wif my new year resolution everyone :) > Im on my way of achieving my dreams.my interview to become a childcare teacher was a success. and thy will be paying fr my private diploma in early chilhood education. althou, i dun wanna have a private dip, im still gonna go fr this. this is a better option fr me? rather than continuing gg fr my design classes. :( thou, i kinda felt tht ive let my family down. im gonna work hard fr my career and fr my diploma cert. im gonna work rly hard. i hope i can have a stable career by the age of 21. insya'Allah. now, im gonna giv my best shot in working and studying. my work journey gonna strt on the 10th of jan. while my class will commence on th 9th of february :) insya'Allah everything gonna be fine. Amin. > next, im gonna learn to be more ignorant of my own feelings? yes. sometimes, im too careful. i take care of my fren's feelings instead of mine. im tired. 2011, was not rly an awesome yr in terms of frenship. sum of them have been rly insensitive. and took me fr granted. ill try to be more ignorant now. thy can say wht thy want, but im gonna make sure, my feelings wont be hurt, again. > Aniways, i have given up in frienship. frens alot. true frens? idk. best frens? im only left wif aisyah. the only one person i can depend on. i love her. may 2012 gonna be a better yr fr us. i hope our rs will last long. ill try to meet her more this yr. :( > lastly, is obviusly my beautiful rs. This rs gonna be better in 2012. with him gg ns, i hope we will be more stronger. ill try my best to be the bestest gf he have ever had. 2012. pls let it be a good yr fr us, you and them. i love you 2012 :)

like i said, im gonna post wht my bf wish me. hehehehehe. i forever love long txt frm him hehehk. >>> sayang,i know i cant text u..( HE CANT TXT ME BECAUSE HP SPOIL ALR! :( sedey bulu ) but i hope this will do.. we have been together for 5 months.. n its bn a wonderful one.. ups n down.. shouts,scoldings.. u have got alot from me.. im really sorry for everything.. since u can take me at my worse.. im sure tt u deserve my best.. mungkin kadang2 kite ego,but for the best of this rs,n for the best of each other,we managed to pu our ego aside.. wads more important is tt we mange to put our differences aside.. i really want the best for u.. i dont mind going hungry just to make sure u r full.. i dont mind wearing aniting as long as u gt the best clothes.. im willing put aside my dreams as long as u reach urs.. but thr is only 1 dream tt 1 really wana achieve.. tt is for us being together.. just hope u know tt i want the best for u.. im sorry tt at times i neglected u.. bt i just hope u know tt u r always in my heart.. im really sorry tt at times i go beyond ur limits.. bt i hope u know tt i never wana loose u.. sayang,i really thank you for being thr with me n for me.. Insya'Allah cinta kita kekal abadi.. HAPPY 5 MONTHS!! ALIFF SAYANG NUR SHAMIRA SELAMENYE!! <<< me love my boyf yayyyyy. chatting wif my bf now, still planning fr later. hhhehehehe dia nak tgk burong hahah.

Helooo everyone, its the 5th of january today yeay yeay. tht literally means its my 5th mnthsarry. hehehe. i wish bf one hr 3 minit late :( because i was asleep . hais bad girl. hiak. now lets talk abt him , hehehe. k no la. im gonna blog about our wonderful 5 mnths heheh. happy 5th monthsarry, muhammad aliff haidar :) this guy is absolutely the only guy whu deserve me. he know me deep inside. he certainly know what i like and wht i dont. wen im gonna scold him, hit him and etc. he know what im gonna do, what im gonna say, ah, even what im gonna tweet. heheheh. yes, its only 5 mnths, but our chemistry is tht strong. and thts the reason why i love him. he have scold me, shout at me, ignored me, but he have certainly not hit me. he love me. hehehe. Each time we are fighting, he would always say sorry. be it my fault or his. he would apologise. yes he do have a very big ego. however, he do have a very big heart too. He have quite an unpredictable mood, kinda. one moment, he is moody :( but one moment he will be all sweet and mushy heheheheh.:)but no matter how unpredictable he is, he know wen to control his limit. and tht is the reason why i love him. he have ssacrifice alot fr me. like really. just last two day, he had sacrifice his sleep fr me. knowing tht i wont wake up early if i sleep late, he kept himslef awake the whole night. just so i wont be late fr my interview the next day. he would always make sure tht im full, tht my tummy is fed befre we head home. eventhou, we dont have enuf money, he would try his very best. he would try all ways just so we can eat. he have always prove to me tht im the only one in his heart hek. Yes he have neglect me fr 3 day last wik :( hahahah why? because he lepaks with his kekawan. then i emo. and he rly take to heart knowing tht ive been neglected. heheheh. hais how can i not love him? someone tell me now? he promised me tht he wont do it agian, he rly wont. he promised me tht he will, he really did. he have always kept to his promises. all tht matters, yes, but wht matters the most is his promise to me abt our future. the only promise im rly looking forward too. i know he will fulfill it, and fr tht to be fulfilled, i needa put in my best effort too :)i will, fr this r/s, fr him. today is the 5th of jan. exactly 27 days befre he left me fr ns :( im really not looking frward fr this. he will be there in ns. im gonna be all alone here. who will entertain me? :( who will wish me befre gg to sleep? :( who will talk on the phone wif me till late night? who will wake me up in the mrning? :( who will accompany me shopping, gg out? :( who will sent me home everyday?:( i rly dun wanna 2nd feb to come any nearer :< yes i know tht im too dependant on him. but he rly is a good boyf.:( i promise myslef not to make him worry in there. i will heed all his advice. and he will always 24/7 be in my mind. most importantly, i wont ever leave him. ns will make us stronger kn? i love him. :< hiak 2nd feb dont come ok. mira love u. :< its 3am now. i posted this 3 hrs late. heheh. its not abt how ealry i wish u kn syg? its the thoughts tht count. hehehhe, sayang Aliff haidar selamenya. hehhehe do u all wanna know wht he wish me? heheh. i'll let you all knw later *.* Happy 5th monthsarry once again to us. we fight like enemies, we ignored each other like strangers, but once we are together back, we are noisy like kids playing catching, we are fun like best friends teasing each other and we are cute and sweet like lovers. i love us :)

2011; a good and a bad year fr me, fr you and fr all of us. i strted off 2011 awesomely. i remember vividly each thing tht happen to me in 2011. january, i received my burasry award, i gt back my olevel result. my awesome result. i got to know wif a guy. a fck up guy. but he have been there fr me in january. february things didnt even went well fr us. wtv to tht. feb im still wif my beloved sec schl mates. april i strted my poly life. it was a disaster, torture, hell fr me..... i dun like my course at all. i hv been meeting ayrie frquently to seek his help. july was my lucky mnth. i spent my bdae wif my family and frensss. and i love it, totally. i gt to know my aliff this mnth. july was totally my mnth. aliff broke up on the 26th. he spent his badae togeder wif me, in july. august, was when i ended my single life. 5th of august i was taken. my heart was captivated by aliff haidar. 9th of august was my first national day wif a guy. 2011 august was a grt fasting mnth fr me. had break-fast wif him fr almost everyday. august was when i was accompanied to and fro school almost everyday. september was raya. 2011 was my first year ever spending half a day only at nenek hse. 2011 was the first yr i spent wif my boyf. its the first yr i wore matching baju raya wif my boyf. october, was the mnth bf met mum, met abg. october was wen bf slept at my hse. october was when we work togeder fr the first time. november was wen we didnt really gt to celebrate our mnthsarry due to hari raya haji. november was wen i finally met my aisya. i love her till now. november was wen i realised brothr hv know abt this rs. december, bf confessed abt something. which i dun mind alr. december was wen we didnt had lotsa fights. december was wen i strtd to play truant fr school. december, a grt end fr dec. i spent my first few hrs wif fam. and last few hrs wif my boyf. witnessed the fireworks togeder and......bf kiss me while witnessing fireworks. i love him. and i love 2011. 2011 have sucha grt strt and a grt ending. i have never regretted knowing anyone. those who have break my hearts, thy have actually just make me stronger than befre. i thank god fr having aisyah and ayrie thruout 2011. thy have been sucha grt buddy and i love them. thy know me very very well. wen i suffered emotional breakdown,thy took their time off and meet me. how bless. and i would obviously thank Allah fr the appearance of aliff haidar in my life. he have been sucha grt boyf thruout these 4 mnths. life wif him is awesome. he have suffer too many setback and so have i. ill hope 2012 gonna be a wonderful yr fr him,me and all of you readers. i hope bf will be ok wif his papa soon. i rly love my boyf to the extent of not letting him go. thanks fr being there, always. and thanks for evryone there whu have been wif me thru thick and thin. p.s from 2010, my face didnt change one bit hehehe

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