2011; a good and a bad year fr me, fr you and fr all of us. i strted off 2011 awesomely. i remember vividly each thing tht happen to me in 2011. january, i received my burasry award, i gt back my olevel result. my awesome result. i got to know wif a guy. a fck up guy. but he have been there fr me in january. february things didnt even went well fr us. wtv to tht. feb im still wif my beloved sec schl mates. april i strted my poly life. it was a disaster, torture, hell fr me..... i dun like my course at all. i hv been meeting ayrie frquently to seek his help. july was my lucky mnth. i spent my bdae wif my family and frensss. and i love it, totally. i gt to know my aliff this mnth. july was totally my mnth. aliff broke up on the 26th. he spent his badae togeder wif me, in july. august, was when i ended my single life. 5th of august i was taken. my heart was captivated by aliff haidar. 9th of august was my first national day wif a guy. 2011 august was a grt fasting mnth fr me. had break-fast wif him fr almost everyday. august was when i was accompanied to and fro school almost everyday. september was raya. 2011 was my first year ever spending half a day only at nenek hse. 2011 was the first yr i spent wif my boyf. its the first yr i wore matching baju raya wif my boyf. october, was the mnth bf met mum, met abg. october was wen bf slept at my hse. october was when we work togeder fr the first time. november was wen we didnt really gt to celebrate our mnthsarry due to hari raya haji. november was wen i finally met my aisya. i love her till now. november was wen i realised brothr hv know abt this rs. december, bf confessed abt something. which i dun mind alr. december was wen we didnt had lotsa fights. december was wen i strtd to play truant fr school. december, a grt end fr dec. i spent my first few hrs wif fam. and last few hrs wif my boyf. witnessed the fireworks togeder and......bf kiss me while witnessing fireworks. i love him. and i love 2011. 2011 have sucha grt strt and a grt ending. i have never regretted knowing anyone. those who have break my hearts, thy have actually just make me stronger than befre. i thank god fr having aisyah and ayrie thruout 2011. thy have been sucha grt buddy and i love them. thy know me very very well. wen i suffered emotional breakdown,thy took their time off and meet me. how bless. and i would obviously thank Allah fr the appearance of aliff haidar in my life. he have been sucha grt boyf thruout these 4 mnths. life wif him is awesome. he have suffer too many setback and so have i. ill hope 2012 gonna be a wonderful yr fr him,me and all of you readers. i hope bf will be ok wif his papa soon. i rly love my boyf to the extent of not letting him go. thanks fr being there, always. and thanks for evryone there whu have been wif me thru thick and thin. p.s from 2010, my face didnt change one bit hehehe

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