~20 july babe, and im proud of my mum fer bringing me up,alone:") ~attached & belongs to the best xx ~i have suffer too many setback. bring it on. i will stay strong
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{im not a temasek poly student already/}
Friday3:48 AM
Hi everyone. im alone now. i have alot in my mind now. now my main focus,im a poly dropout student. i used to have gt a very high self-esteem. no matter how lil effort i put in doing something, ill have confident tht i can still score it. but again, it was back then. back then during my secondary school period. now, trust me the confidence level in me have droped, tremendously. i have nothing to be proud of now :( back then, last few months, i can still brag tht i have education. tht i am a temasek poly student. tht i am studying a high standard course. i am in one of the top school. but now? i hav nothing. im not a poly student anymore. the effort i put in fr the past 5 yrs in fuchun sec hav gone to waste. my highest qualification now is only olevel :( nthg to be proud of. yes im now a tecaher, pursuing early childhood edu. bt its a private cert :( a temasek poly to a private studnt :( seriusly. bt wtv it is yes im still considered lucky tht i can come this far. but its not abt tht. its abt pple looking down on me. i just have a feeling tht i have let my family down. like really disappoint them. my student called me stupid. droppping a design course fr teacher. believe it or not, a primary 6 kid called me stupid. maybe he is right? i still cant believe tht im a drop out student . my poly life. my poly mates. yes i miss them :< no matter how much i hate my poly life back then i still love my rhd mates. rachel, nadiah, huili have always been there fr me. sutri, yilong, naziyah, mathew, zul will always lend me a helping hand. thy are the reason why i can still continue till december. and obviusly i miss nasiah and rachel the most |
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