hi readers syg. its the 5th of march today.... and its my 7th monthsarry :( i feel like crying. its our mnthsarry but bf in tekong now. he must be suffering there. while im here alone not doing anything. this sucks alot. its no big deal if we cant celebrate it. really. but its kinda sad wen we cant even otp :(( fck why must he be in tekong :((( thou bf hav actually wish an advance mnthsarry on the 29 of feb :(( le sigh. :( aniway, a round of applause fr our rs as its alr our 7th mnth together. times flies. i have seen him growing frm his teenage life to his ns life. frm a carefree life to a stressful yet mature life. frm his bussiness gg down the drain to his first ever event and more success aftr tht. in 7 mnth, i have seen alot frm him. alot. despite his failed rs with his fam, he is still standing strong wif them. despite knowing tht some of his ns friend is not in good terms wif him, he is still holding his head up high and do his job. and yes im always proud of him as he wont let all these things distract him. and thruout this month, im proud to say, we didnt involve ourself in any big fights, at all. yes im very proud of it. tht also mean its alr bf one mnth being a ns guy. time flies right? yes. and fr 7 mnth knowing him, he still havent change. well, now, abit more egoist, yes. abit more protective, yes. abit more mood swing,yes. but most of all, he will always keep aside his ego wen thing gt worst, he will apologize fr his over protectivness and he will explain why the sudden mood swing. :)) and as usual, he will always win back my heart with his sweet gesture. tell me, how can i ever hate him? or even hav the thought of leaving him? i wont even wanna think abt it.. :) reminiscing back on our rs.....sigh.... i miss him very very much. :( 7th mnth. Alhamdulilah. Alhamdulilah. hopefully a date with him once he book out. actually thought of suprising him fr our 7th mnth. thou pathetic pay.... its ok. will treat him movie and dinner. thought tht count. i love him. :) happy 7th syg.
we look like those typical minah and mats couple? maybe.... yes we are typical. our love stry is typical. but i'll make sure tht there is no end to this typical rs. ill try my best to make it a successful rs. and lets see if it will ended up like thse typical mats and minah's ending. i love u aliff haidar and happy 7th mnth syg
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