This is an overview of the cancer sign. which is myself. i still dont get it why cancerians are categorized under those moody type. for 18 years i have been living, i dont myslefy moody. uhuh. i have got quite a number of cancerians friends. and i can actually say we are very good at hiding our feelings. vulnerable? yes. we are, very. sensitive? yes we are. thou, our strentgh is we know how to hide our feelings. aha, to contradict this, one very good example would be my bf. he knows wen im not feeling ok. maybe, after being in a rs, im really not good in hiding my feelings. which is.....suck. hahahaha.
Moody, sensitive, emotional. the only thing i can agree on is nothing. only wen im jealous, all these will arouse. like wen im out with y bf, and his eye is on another girl and i pretend i dont care. but actually im sensitive towards his action and will became moody unintentionally and lead to unstable emotion. hahahahahah. k la. actually im not so petty. ALL I WANT TO SAY IS THAT THIS IS WRONG AND DOESNT APPLY TO ME HEHE.
see my strentgh? im loyal hehehehehhe. and i know it.
now, this is my purpose in blogging.
insecurities. yes. i get insecure very very very fast. no matter how much love have been given to me, if tht person stop loving me fr awhile, ill get insecure. my mind will go elsewhere:negativity. i really can think and imagine things alot. seeing another girl which u say looks excatly like me --- will make me feel insecure. why? someone out there is like me. seeing someone character out there similar as u ---- will make me feel insecure. why? someone will understand u more than i do. and the list will go on and on till i found an assurance. insecurities will always be part of me. i get sad? upset? angry? easily wen my bf exchange sweet txt wif a gerl. sweet txt. and wen i read it, automatically, insecure! but, no matter how insecure nor sad i am, i always know how to heal myself. cancerians strentgh? yes.