5th of june, today, marks our 10 monthsarry. Yayyyy. Hehehehe. 10 months may be nothing to you people. But it definitely means alot to me. Why? Cos this is my first ever relationship. This guy,i have only known him for 2 weeks and accepted him within tht 2 weeks. This guy, have met my family members and all. And this guy, is the guy which i rly wanna spent my entire life with. I know i sound cliche. But...im serius. Heh. 10 months.... It took him just 10 days to make me love him. So now 10 months obviusly he have make me head over heels in love with him. Im always looking forward in meeting him. Even thou just a short meetup for dinner, im still excited. Hahahah why. Idk. He just have this personality in him which make him really special and addictive. Aha which is also split personality? Yes. He can shout at me, angry with me, throw tantrums on me. But the next mmnt, he'll be all ok. Believe it or not, we just had a fight on the 3rd. But the next day wen i met him, he was all sweet and caring and awkwardly cute hahaha. Okla. Tbh, we just had a fight. like just, tday, on our 10th month. i really regret the fight. and most importantly im truly disappointed with my ownself. tbh, i have been waiting for our 10 monthsarry. cos i know i kinda didnt really celebrate it well last mnth. i have been making plan fr us, actually. i wanted to buy fr him this and that. howver in the end, money is the issue. and cos of that, i promise myself, that i'll spent as much time as possible with him without disappointing him. but, i just did. k just freaking did. omgawd, i still dk why he is sucha naise huy. evne after i hav throw tantrum on him, he still comfort me. sigh. how can i even hate him? or leave him? he is just too simply.....undescribable :( i really love him, i swear. i really hope tht he will never ever leave me or give up on me. really. i know today monthsarry post is abit lengthy but i realised tht i really cant bear to part with him. i realised tht sometimes, i am really sellfish. i always always wanna spent time with him. i should really spare a thought for others. :> happy 10th monthsarry dear, i love you forever, i swear