Blogging right now cos im feeling really really awful. like very awful. have been feeling sick nowadays. or should i say these 3 days. coughing non stop and my throat isnt getting any better. im a very strong girl. i can get sick and get well all by myself. i dont need medicine and doctors. but.... i need my pillar of strength. i was coughing non stop, fr three days straight, amazingly none asked me how im feeling or watsoever. wen i was at cukya hse, aman/asmar/izad was coughing. and cukya got all kanchiong and immediately asked them to eat med. i was ok still. worst is those which i thought would care, didnt. its kinda hurtful,right? idk, im abit sensitive nowadays. cranky most of the time. jealousy all over. but what can people expect. tbh, i actually have gone through a bit too much. to the extent of not being able to withstand it. it sucks.... sometimes all i asked for was basic concern and ya care and concern. sigh