Say yayyyy!!!!!! hehehhehehehhehehe. 5th august 2012 = 1st annivesary wif boyfriend  sayanggg! :"))) hehhehehe syukur Alhamdulilah cos we managed to go this far. spending 1 year with that same someone is obviusly not easy. and its obviusly somthng which im very proud of myself. :") i love him very much thou he always make me angry/disappointed/upset at times. but still, i would always tell myself, thts part and parcel of life :") and i have to admit that both of us are very strong and care less of our ego. The old mira who wont even utter the word sorry have finally learnt to sry fr every single mistake she had done. he have changed me alot, in both postive and negative aspect. yes. the old carefree mira  who wore anythng just so she is happy. who go out wif anyone without asking anyone permission. who went home at anytime with no curfew instilled on her. sometimes i do miss those times. but then again, he have changed me. trying to adjust myself to what he want to be, its hard, but im trying,. when i see myself wearing jeans and top for a week, i feel so happy, cos i changed my way of dressing up for him. cos i dont wnat him to wry. i dont want him to see his gf wearing indecently for others. i dare to changed myself cos i know i love him. how have he changed me in a neagtive way? gg home late frequenty hahahahaha. but, im used ot it already now.its already a year we spent together now :") there are times he initiate d abreakup, there a re times i initiated a breakup. but it was all a momnt of angsty. after iniatiating, we cried, we think back, and we'll be all ok. :") syukur Alhamdulilah there isnt any time we really did had a break up. :) big fight? ye swe have. thos which lasted fior days. those which make us hate each other. those which make us cry non stop. those which make us nearly gave up with each other. but im lucky we are we cos we know we can nver go on wif our life normally without us/ :) i love him and only him. i have never believe in forever, but our rs convince me tht there is such thing as forever. i love seeing him growing up, seeing this immature and cinta monyet rs growing into a true love rs. there are times im very frustrated wif him, especially wen he taked abt phone bills and ezlink as an excuse of not meeting nor otp. but i have to constantly remind myself, its for his own good, wouldnt want his bill to be cut as well. its rather depressing but well. an dnow he is back to his bookout only on weekend routine. and let me tell u, it suck big times! sigh nehmind la gah. so happy 12th monthsarry to us!!!!!!!! yayyyyyy!!!!!! sho fast :") and i really didnt anticipate this day tht fast :) i love him i love him i love muhd aliff  haidar.