~20 july babe, and im proud of my mum fer bringing me up,alone:") ~attached & belongs to the best xx ~i have suffer too many setback. bring it on. i will stay strong
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{i wont say im strong, its called moving on/}
Friday10:21 AM
every single night, you cry yourself to sleep. every single night, you just wish for a miracle to happen the next day. every single night, thts when ur brain just wanna over-think. its tiring, i swear.
funny how i managed to be strong. funny how i managed to put up a sincere wide smile, with my contagious laughter filling up this hse. funny how i say to my friend ' aku da move on ok ' funny how i say this doesnt affect me. but at the end of the day, only myself know how torture it is.  14th november marks the 1 month we are single. funny how it doenst affect you, or maybe, you didnt even remember when you left this pathetic girl. it affect me alot, to the extent of praying to Allah tht u'll come back. and when i actually prayed fr tht, i cried. thts when i totally realise tht im still hoping. still thinking good things will happen to me. why do i still hope? idk. maybe cos i know i dont deserve this kind of treatment frm someone whom i thought will be there fr me, as he promised. maybe cos i thought i rly just cant live without you filling up my day. maybe cos i....idk.  putting on a strong front talking to you like nthg happen treating you like a friend hug you for a second when wht i really wanted is along hug telling you i have talk to other guys its tiring......i swear.... this. i did this   i wonder how did u managed to do this. i really wonder. most of my friends ask me if im ok alr, and when say 'yes' thy said im one strong girl. strong? maybe they should try being in my shoe fr just a day. just a day. cos every single day, somewhere, sometime, ill always be reminded of all the memories we has. always. its okay, ill keep gg more stronger than this.     |
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