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Saturday10:17 AM

so hey, i have been feeling all empty, and all i wanted to do nowadays is just blog and blog. no one cares, no one reads. my life have been revolving around myself. sleep, school, twitter, movies and the routine just goes on till i find the meaning of life all over again.

so yes its the 8th today. guss whut 5th is over. and i didnt even managed to be happy on tht day, like u know reminise and reminise again and again. usually i'll be all excited and count down to 12am, and all excited about how far things have come. and will quickly type out my long sweet text, and sent it to you, usually faster than 12am. we would be all excited talking bout our plan for the day, and our future. oh.....ya time sure past fast. we have broke off for almost a month now....

this, exactly this what i wanna ask u, sigh

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but ya i wont even text u about these, cos idw knw ur answer. like truth hurts u see. but oh well, aniways, less emo tweets on twitter, yay me!
okay tbh, i hv started getting used to my single life. thts....great right.

and yes i still dk what went wrong, up till now. bu its ok, its an experience. my teenage experience. its funny how i finally gt into a relationship when i dont wanna get involve in it. and when i did, i treated it too seriusly and thought tht it would last. sigh why so .... stupid like tht. similarly wif my kakak sedare, nur. she doesnt wanna get into a rs cos of bla3, and when she did, she fall too hard. and now, can barely move on, like me. ha ha ha. funny how we girls thought it would last.

but aniways, you know he is good. like we have a txt once in awhile, updating each other bout life. and he called me today, i mean earlier mornin. and we kind of had an hour talk on the phone. weird? i told my friends and they were like áre u serius u guys have broke óff. wht do u guys talk bout' hahhahaha its kind of cute when people have this thoughts. cos i literally think its fine we still talk and treat each other like friends. like u know ex doesnt mean, ok thts it, u are out frm my life. aha no.

ok so ya, lets update bout my lifeeee.

ok so, so u know i have been txting wif my sec's senior. so yes, after getting each other num, we actually txted/watsapp each other every single day. like literally every single time we are free? wen we are at schl, we'll txt. and wen we're home, we'll watsapp. yes tht kind of rs between us.

what are we? idk, more than just mere flirting. tbh, its just flirting mode i guess. but there are times, we both got totally sweet. and this boy actually txted me his whrabout and stuff. hahahaha which one thing i like bout a guy. ok ya hahahha. so its the 12th day we have been txting each other, met fr ... two times? yes, twice. he's ok. him txting me help me to move on. literally move on. sweet-talker? hahahahha no one can ever win my ex's sweet talks i guess.

oh ya, breaking dawn 2 out soon, and tht i will be watching wif him. haahhahah yes....we planned tht early.... and he ask me the next time we gg out is it date or gg out as friend. hahahha, the quest is abit funny to me. and hence i ask him 'either one of us have strt to fall for each other?' and he answered maybe..... so ya when things scare me ill just go 'hahhahah' meh...

oh ya hahahhaha the first time ever i have $20 in my prepaid. like yes first time cos all ths while i topup $2 or $5. hahahahha. yes so this junior in sec of mine actually topup fr me, just so we can otp. which is ... sweet hahaahah. and he actually called me just to say he;s back home. him, we are just erm......flirting/friend mode, i guess.

but aniway.....this this this sigh

But aniways no, i contacted with him, not as a rebound. i told him tht. and i actually asked him, if he did feel like im treating him tht way. but he said no as we are not in a rs or wht shit. so yes glad he think tht way. cos i hv no itention of treating thm like a rebound.