3rd december,was ob module. didnt slept the day befre, and i even dozed off fr a good 30 min while faci was still blabering. but amazingly, i gt A fr tht day har har har im actually happy la guize heh. oh i did submit my rj, but the next day ha ha, heh.

well aniways,right after ob, headed to causeway to meet him. yes him is my ex. my kelasmate was like dont meet him la. meet him fr wht. hahahahahah. so coincidently he was on half day on tht day, and i didnt had any ut. and so we met for......breaking dawn. heheheh, like u guys knw we be meeting fr breaking dawn, so yes, we did. happy cos his promise turn out to be a true one. so,waited fr him at mcd alone, fr a good 20 min or so.

uhm so when he reach, he met me at mcd. we didnt hug upon meeting. headed over to the cinema to buy our breaking dawn ticket. and guess wht, he alr watched it. so i asked him why did he watch again then. 'sbb i da janji kita akan tgk, and i nak tgk dengn u' uhm ya yes. so we have around an hr to spare befre the movie strt. we walked aimlessly around cwp. while gg down the esclator, he stand infrnt of me (which i knw why) but i actually didnt hug him cos .... we are at cwp ha ha ha. we might bump into people we knw right....... and so we stop at one of the level. and he suddenly hug me frm behind....... and it was a tight hug :') idk i was happy,thou i knw i shouldnt..... but the hug rly felt good sigh.... headed over to the smoking area, we had a lil catch up. and he suddenly hug, and kiss me all over my face. now tell me if i should be happy or not? tell me if i should frgt him? tell me he have alr frgt bout me? sigh.... suddenly remembered the days we were still in a rs. we used to hug and kiss at cwp without thinking wht pple think. now.....ha ha ha.

so yes, we sat at couple seat while in the cinema. and i swear, if we were still in a rs, i bet i be bragging bout our movie date in twitter. it was purfect. and guess wht, we even whispered at each other's ear 'i miss you, i love you, i love you still, i miss you too' shits........ hug throughout the movie, and kiss every few minutes. idk, but i absolutely love tht day.......
i hv alot i wanna say bout tht 'date' we had, but i just cant say everythng in detail. one thng for sure, we still kind of love each other.......

asked him if he ever regret leaving me. and he said 'sumpah demi Allah i menyesal tinggalkan u syg' sigh.......im happy cos he said tht. but then again i know being happy will lead me nowhere.... he wont be leaving tht girl and come back to me...... we had a pinky promise 'we'll promise each other we wont leave each other no matter what' :") idk, we both are just sweet like tht heh.
im quite blessed tbh. other people who broke off with their bf/gf. they'll be in bad terms. wont talk or just gonna delete each other frm their life. or hate them to the extent of nt claiming their ex anymore. but fr my case...... we still talk, catch up on each other life, hug....kiss... after our brk up, we hv met each other fr a total of 3 times. the first time fr just a short while ro pass his things, second one fr 3 hrs just mere talking, hugs and all. third time was this breaking dawn 'date' and believe it or not, we spent 7 hrs with each other.......
amazing how he rly knw wht hv been gg on in my life, amazing how he actually still reads my twitter. and will watsapp me if he knw im nt okay.
if you guys were to asked me if i still love him. ill say yes, alot and very much. the feeling still havent fade despite gg two months single. sigh...... and to prevent me frm breaking down, i always stop myself frm stalking his fb. sigh seeing another girl says she miss him on his fb just sucks and hurt alot.....




ps: breaking dawn 2 was a letdown to me. part one was better sigh.........