hi, im not feeling too good cos im out of job which just mean i have no income for my shcool. which mean ill have to depend on my brother and boyfriend.

 what if i say i kind of miss them? i miss working there. i miss how i used to work wenever i hv the free time. now, staying at home and just doing nothing is just urgh time wasting. i feel so .... meh. and trust me i hv only been out of job for a week......and i already feel so meh.


been feeling really really lethargic and tired these few days. like i can sleep for 12hrs straight and wake up still feeling tired. i can stay at home not doing anythng and still feeling tired. i can be at schl and tutoring on the same day and feeling super tired like i work 12hrs shift.


idk if ths apply. but maybe its true. a lack of hope and happiness may cause me to be constantly tired. happiness from other people and not only my boyfriend. the only happiness im getting nw is frm him. i need my family. i need the happiness my mum and aunt used to shower me with. '
talking bout my boyfriend. been meeting him only on weekends ths few weeks. its damn :( enduring 6 days in a row is urgh......



sorry for blogging bout my mum and boyfriend constantly. i just miss them. and when i miss them, i can only turn to my blog :(