5th August 2013
How fast time flies. it seems like just yesterday we turned 18 yrs old. and now we are already 20. it seems like just yesterday we are still single, having all the freedom in our life, not getting attached to anyone. and look how funny reality is, 2 years have passed w/o us realising it.
heheh today marks our 2nd year being together, 730 days together, 24 months together. hahahahaha funny how the person i thought would just be an ordinary friend is my boyfriend. funny how the person who doesnt attract me at all back then is the one i find attractive most now. funny how i wont even wanna meet him back then when now i just wish we would never be apart.
I swear i can proudly say ive seen him change from a (mat rep) to a matured young man. not that extreme kind of mat rep, cos no no i obviusly wouldnt even date a mat rep hehe. its like those mat rep which just lepak and wear that rantai (the pic he wearing) hahahaha and those band idk wht la. i swear im so happy tht he is wht he is now. more abang2 with his polo t or baju smart (suke gile wen he wear smart)
look how far he have change in term of appearance! im so happy hehe. this relationship have grows alot. like really alot. time flies fast, he's already ending his ns. and im pretty much proud never once i took advantage of his trust while he's in there.
to be honest, i can actually say we have more ups rather than down in our relationship/ nope, we did fight. but both of us really knw wen to push away our ego, just to make sure things will be ok at tht very mmnt. our fight wont even last for more than a day. god bless us. he can be very egoistic. the him which i knew 2 years ago is someone who cannot tegur sikit, who mati2 nak menang jugak. idk, somehow or rather, (maybe i managed to bring down his ego) hehe. idk but slowly he's becoming perfect :')
2 years. raya with him two yrs straight. puasa with him three years straight. celebrated his 18th,19th & 20th birthday. outing with my family for birthday, dinners. getaway with my family. participating in my family event. staying over at my house. dinner with his family. raya visiting each other family. break-fast with his family. getaway with him.
I may not be the first he did everything with. which is obviusly imposible. My only wish is so ill be the only one now he'll do all these with. InsyaAllah, he'll stay with me not only 2 years but till we realised our dream, marriage, kids and till our last breathe, InsyaAllah.
I shall say i do not regret getting back togther with him. no regrets at all. maybe things change during that rough period, but he came back. he came back realising what i have tht maybe she dont. im bless and happy. tbh he's my only source of happiness currntly. yes. only him. i thank him for staying. really thank him.
Happy 2nd year anni my dear md aliff haidar. please realise u r already perfect. perfect enuf to turn my boring day into an exciting one, a lonely night to a romantic night, a moody me to a cheerful girl. if u want to be more perfect, u know wht i dont like. minus off all that and tada u r perfectly perfect hehe. happy 24th mnths, haix cant beleive i spent my teenhood with you hahhahaha. i love you temok.
p.s it feels like a dream in july. met you almost everday adding up to the reason why im so happy we are alr 2 year 2geder hehe.
Ill be faithful to you and love you as long as we are tgether, that i swear. i love you tyg