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hey baby, i think i wanna marry you <3

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Because you know, we gotta be strong
NurShamira,19
~20 july babe, and im proud of my mum fer bringing me up,alone:") ~attached & belongs to the best xx ~i have suffer too many setback. bring it on. i will stay strong P3221562-horz eee d f e w

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{20th july?/}
Friday11:20 AM
July.......................
to wrap july up, it was the most perfect month ever in 2013.

July and both myself and boyf turn 20 years old. July the start of bulan Ramadhan Alhamdulilah.
Lets start off with...my birthday. tbh, yes july is the most perfect month. but nope, 20 july wasnt perfect at all. at all. no one uttered a single happy birthday to me at all. except fr my boyf. my mum wasnt there fr me during my birthday, aunt, aman wasnt there.. and i swear ths year is the first year ever i didnt have any birthday cake.............. idk.... i gt scolded on my birthday. people i hope wish me didnt. none. nothing. its just a normal day. i feel like a loser...
anyway, keep aside my birthday topic. went to geylang on that day to find for my baju raya. and yep, ths year is like the first year ever i did not tailor any baju. so i just bought a simple kaftan. yup. never wore kaftan before. but watever. whats raya hunting w/o my mum anywy??
went over to joo chiat cos both abg and boyf is a big fan of nora danish.

 
i seriusly thank Allah for my boyf. idk.. everyone is ditching and casting me aside, even on my birthday. 20 years i live, and this year is the only year i didnt have my family with me, thy didnt wish me, ive gt no cake, no present no nothing. har. bless me cos i didnt breakdown on tht day. just bless me.


Thank you, thanks for this msg cos i swear it mean alot to me.......

 
 my birthday wish? idk.. every year i gt what i wanted. every year its just the same wish cos my life was perfect. this year? hah.... idk. maybe i shall just wish for my boyf to never ever leave me. for my close one to never ever ditch me. cos u know, wishing fr my relationship with mum to be ok is like impossible or just will never happen. wishing fr me to have a perfect life like a year ago is wow just wont ever happen?
but bam reality just hit me hard juts stop dreaming mira.
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