hi all! have all of yyou watched the hunger games? yes? no? pls watch everyone. i swear, its awesome :) hahhaa, one of those few action movies which i didnt sleep and yawn in cinema? heheh. yes pls watch its very worth it :) and .... this was my last date wif bf :( which was 1 week ago :( a movie dat only and off to camp alr. :(

my hair is taking its own sweet time growing :( i wanna tie it into high ponytail, and scorpion and lazy bun! :(( but aniways be it short hair or long hair, i still love my hair la hais. thought of highlighting this week or maybe.....next week. Red auburn seems nice. hehehehehheeh caramel nyum seems nice too. but wen i think again, this seem similar as my previous highlight :/ ohhh i swear this is nice :) hehehehehe. but red color seems inapropiate wen it comes to tutoring. gah /

Hi my lovely readerss. Le sighhhhhhh haishhhhh. Spent only 4 hrs wif bf last weekend. Fck my life pls. And bf called earlier saying tht he booking out tmrw. Let him book out pls ya Allah:( the other day he was really in a bad mood as he scared he might be punished and not able to book out at all this week. And fck me i didnt really managed to comfort him ;( till once wen i nearly gave up wen he gave me this really long long sweet talk. 'i tak kesah la i tak dapat book out. Tapi i rindu u We are lacking of quality time. Da la last wik kita dpt jumpa sekejap je' ok la gt some la. Like lagi panjang. But i cant afford to type all. Sigh. Fvk i love him very much ,i rly hope we will hv quality time this week ;(((((

Hello readers :)) finally met up wif my ahlian just now. Hahahah kidding she will kill me if she read this hahahaha. But she rly ahlian with a grt sense of style thou:) went to yew tee to meet her. Ikr yew tee hahahah. But who cares. Bought my double chocolate frape and headed to toast box to hav our long chat. Sherwin and valerie like each other. Eeru and shermund is still in a rs.and they nearly break up. Erm shermund even dun let her lepak with the others. Bah. natasha quitted and went mi alr. Hahaha if i were to go there mit her alr. Heh. And alot more stries. Rhd class chalet this mon. Cant wait to mit huili doreen and nadia next wik :) and le sigh rach so tall while im like fvking at her shoulderrrr. Gah. We headed to the park near her place and as usual had our camwhoring session. This girl so tired take photo wif me alr hahahah. Heheh cant wait fr next friday!!

heheheheheheheh what makes me happy beside u all and bf and foods.....is obviusly beautiful clothes! hekhek. u wouldnt believe how much i spent all this. nought the lace skater dress and red skater dress at $15 n $13 respectively! fcking cheap hek. yes i swear its cheap :) the love pullover $5 only! and chiffon top $7 only :) and the high waist pant and lace cardigen was a trade. swear its a worthy trade! and that aztec pullover was from forever 21!!! retailing now still at $59!! but....heheheheh i gt it fr free, trades. wah sian i was so happy heheheh. and the floral shoe was $8 hahahahah. REASONS WHY I LOVE ONLINE SHOPPING:) waiting for my knitted dress,peterpan top and millitary cardi to be mailed! :) happy wif my recent loots. nyum hehehhek. no bf cannt kill me. this is all trades heheheh

hi everyone hiii. its 2am now. bf shud be back in camp? maybe? but no delivery report yet :< its okie. hopefully he book out morning :( this week sucks as we didnt get to otp for two fvking days :( but i can endure :) i is strong :) aniways today is our 8th mnths of knowing each other. hehehe, why does the number seems so small? i feel like ive known him for 18 mnths thou hahahaha. tbh im loving my attached life. really. never a second i regret it. never a second i regret knowing him. heheh. went to tampinese just now, and i instantly remembered how i met him fr the first time hahahaha. it rly wasnt planned. he was like threatening me to mit him :( at tht time i was in kelas still. and i talked abt him in kelas. the whole kelas heard me and told me not to mit him! hahahaha. but i still did tsk. and rachel accompanied me till i met him. when he arrived, fvk, i was like, mat rep sigh . hahahha. and rachel warn me to be careful! hahah cute much. hahahah and i swear the first wen i met him, I DONT LIKE HIM AT ALL............. hiak. but aniways, tu dulu. dulu lain, skg lain......heheheh. i feel tht i love him too much actually. and i hope he does too. sometimes, it does come across in my mind. why did he want to be wif me? hmm. for one fact, i dont wear makeups and i always so masai wen im wif him. and secondly..............lalalala actually alot la quest. i quite remembered wen the first time he met me, he said i dont look the same as in photo. tht shows he gt high exoectation actually hahahais. fvk i miss him :( its 2:30 am now :< in 12 hrs time, hopefully im wif him but......i dont look different frm photos. i look exacly like this wht. pft

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hiakkkkk, didnt otp with bf on wed! :( as he had road march till morning :(( hais didnt really managed to spent enuf time wif bf last wikend....and i guess this wik too.... :( but its okie, its gonna be over too :) but aniways i love him wen he is in ns. cause he will always gimme good morning txt hehhehehe. wen da kat luar, i'll wake up earlier :( heh only tht advantage :) bf said tht he will book out on sat. might be morn or aftrnn. rly hope it'll be as early as possible:( i hv spent all my money on...idk, foods and a lil shopping. hopefully have mny on sat. heh. nak tgk sunset hais hahahha k la love him love him hehhehehe

hello readers syg:) met up wif aisyah syg on tues. hehehehe sho happy. sigh rly miss the times wen we are in the same school. met up wif her at the usual timing :( hiak. this girl so pretty with her hijab. :) but aniways, she is pretty! hehehe went to imm and had our catching up session :) feels like years of nt mitink her! well, it is :( didnt meet her since 4th of jan :(((( lepak-ed wif her till 4 plus. seriusly hais. doa dia ast forever ngn danial amin :) syg dia and thought of meeting her again next week! hopefully can. heheeheh. even skip my tuisyn just fr her, hek

Couldnt sleep now. And its 3:25am. And received delievery report tht bf just read my txt.txted him and he reply asking me why i nvr slp. As usual i cnt slp la. And this syg of mine called me heheheh. And said tht i cnt slp cos i nvr hear his voice. Haish. Received my gudnyte wish frm him and i became vry vry happy. Hahahah haish rosak la hais. Nk buat ape kn,dia ni swit sgt :((

Hi readers syg:)) the days seems to be passing very fast these days heheheh and i obviusly like it. Lalalalala tmrw is alr friday. Hehe insya'Allah bf will book out tmrw. But then again, i hope he will book out on sat so i can fetch him. Will be visiting kechyk syg esok. Sigh. Will talk abt kechyk later :'( aniways back to wat i was talking. Bf will be booking in on monday instead of sun heheheh sho happy. :) And heheh bf hv been super cute during our night calls :') yest he called me like again aftr we put down the phone. Just to wish luck. Heheheh even thou he is tired, he bother calling me again :) n even reminded me to take real good care of myself. haish syg dia la. :)) *nak tgk sunset:'(*

Hi everyone, its 1am now, and i cant sleep. hahahha and soo i actually went to scroll down bf's fb till july 2011. hahahahahha idk why.just sudden urge. and look at some of the status i found heheheh. this was on the 5th of august. the first day we were together. the day we became part of each other life. the day i break my virginity of being single. heheheheh. 7 mnths have pass. i still remember how he asked me fr a rs. and this was like bulan puase. the day i met him at vivo and told him my secret. sigh i love him very much. ;) and this! :) this is my favurite. this was wen he took the initiative to find out who did all those stuff. who cause my sufferings back then. this was wen, he came all the way to clarke quay and meet me there just to clarify his doubts. and this was wen i truly truly strt to love him. hehehhe this hahahahha was during our national day celebration. ahhaha this guy actually spent all his money on tht day. i mean he spent on our buke puase food and stuff. confident enuf tht the last train will be around 1 plus. hahahha, we actually lepak-ed at clarke quay till 1. and wen we want to take the train, we realised tht the last train was 12 plus. hahahahah fck us. i was lucky enuf i had $$ in my bank. and we had to take the taxi wif midnight charges. hahahahah reached home around 2. and we didnt slept. we actually met each other again later on around 6 as he's working and im schooling. ahhahaha seriusly, think back, why did we even went home? hahahah cute much and this? hahahahahah brother lup kesayangn bf hahahaha. see how faithful he is towards his brother lup BACK THEN ahhahahah sudahlah. hahahahhaha ajul seems abit irritatink here hahahhahaha.

helo wello everyone :)) just reach home now and im gonna update abt my weekends. my awesome & fantastic weekend! bf book out on the thursday and will only book in on monday morning at 7am. awesome kan? hehhehe. spent my awesome 4 days with him,heheheh. on thursday, i fetched him at yck. was trhere around 6 alr. and he's only able to book out at 7. nehmind 1 hr of wait is worth it aniways. finally metup with him and headed off to woodlands. he changed his uni to home clothes. then we headed to causeway point and met up with dan & shilah. yay. and as usual bf forever excited bbl . hahhaha. and we spent our time outside civic, listening to bf's stry regarding tekong. hahhaha. cute much. and hahha he actually like campak grenade on our 7th. hahaha, abe bangge. pfft. and so supposedly we all wanted to dine in at pastamania. and we were alr inside. but unfortunately, shilah's family prob crop up. and thy had to go.. :< hahahhaha and bf n i actually da expect. '.' hahhaha . jadi kita pegi makan kfc hiak. aftr tht, we headed to bp and lepak-ed there. headed home around 12. :) nyum, love him :) friday date, blogged alr. refer below hehehe. saturday.... saturday, met him like early in the morning. sigh like at 8am? he said he is at my blk area. hiak disturb my sleep :( met him and tanya dia la ape jadi kan. rupenye pft....tak kuase nak blog hahahah. then i headed home to bathe and changed. met him again at 1030am. ;) and lalalalalalalala ... nyeh. then headed off to lil india and bought ticket fr adnan sempit 2 :) while waiting fr showtime, we ate at hawa. hahahahha and kesian bf :( he was craving fr stringray. and so ya ordered stingray la. but the taste is not up to his sastifactory :( and yes adnan sempit was great hehehhe finally managed to watch a malay movie at cinema ngn bf! yayyy. headed home around 11. :) and the next day, which was today :) met bf,dan,shilah at causeway. headed off to town area. went to buy tickets fr act of valor at the cathay. hais :/ tak minatttt ahhahaha tapi shilah suke tgk crite mcm gini. while waiting fr showtime headed to indo padang and have our dinner. hehheheh and im full till now! wahhhh. oklah the show was oklah fr me as i dun watch this kind of movie. movie ended around 10pm. headed off to marina and hahahah now then i realised tht spore is sucha naise city. k. headed hoem around 1230. accompanied bf till bus reach.and hehehe had a cute mmnt wif bf as always. even managed to talk abt our plans fr future hahahah.seriusly... okielah, actually thursday, friday, sat and sun was my most fantastic day ever with bf. sigh, bf was truly truly sweet. and bf's cuddle was sigh, so comfortable :( and im sure missing his cuddle now :( and oh throughout the movie just now, bf was like whispering to me 'sayang u' 'love u' and stuff hahahhaha and keep on manja-ing me :) hehehe padahal cerite serius. '.' hahahha takperla ttp suke! :)) hahhahaa and oh nothing new bf gaji 1 day da abes hahah dun even noe how can finish :( since this week bf have been feeding me with ggod foods and movie treat , ill try to give him the same too. soon :) soon. insya'Allah :) sigh...... bf will be booking in 6 hrs time :( rly wanna send him off sigh. but sigh waking up at 5:30 might be a lil impossible :(( hopefully i can, :( sayang dia bnayk2 :)) finally an awesome weekends, which i have been yearning for hehhehehe Thanks for the awesome weekends syg , :) lupchiu bnayk2, yayyy :))

Hi everyone! :)) imma happy girl today. heheheh. finally a perfect date with my syg. finally, a day, just the two of us. and yes i definitely love today. frm our bus trip to window shop to everything. bf have been very very sweet. ;) really. sigh, and the way he cuddle me in the bus and stuff was purfecttt. hehehek. im not boasting but rly this is the kind of weekend i have always want. and Alhamdulilah fr this weekend. Alhamdulilah. finally had our hagen daz date. which i hav been yearning fr. hahaha told chu he bery bery sweet yesterday. ;) spent a sweet 5 hr with bf <3 and i love him very very much. heheh happy belated 7th mnth hehehe. sweeet:)))

i cant be happy everyday. i wont be expecting good news everyday. good things wont always happen everyday. yea i know. reality finally hit me yesterday. it hit me....real hard.. work was awesome as always, till the end of the day. i shouldnt have initiated a talk wif my supevisor. i rly shouldnt. told her tht i wanna tender my resignation as im gonna strt rp soon. and she fvking gave me this look and said 'u dont deserve to be in poly.' 'im gonna call ur school and make sure thy wont accept u' i mean seriusly..... :( she know tht i wanna school. and not work. and yes i fcking admit tht my attendance sucks wen it come to this. but no back then wen i was in tp, i came regularly. she cant rly blame me wen i didnt attend work sometimes. fcking because she still hvent apply fr me diploma. like fck why did i even work there? because she fcking gurantee me i will pursue a diploma in early childhood. fck. it have been two mnths. but nthg.....nthg! and she told me i cant quit. 'if its starting next mnth, and u cant quit,then no need to go to school' like fck? 'you go n think and tell me tjrw wats ur decision, oh wait, dun even know if ur coming tmrw, who know tmrw someone might day' hahahhahaha sial. she fcking curse me hahahah. kau la mati bodoh. and yes hahaha she dont wanna pay me my salary. ya i work fr free last mnth. :(( dont i deserve to school? i know i deserve. :( kalau tak, Allah tak akan bagi aku peluang sekola dekat rp. kalau tak da lame aku tergerak nak quit tp. kalau tak aku ni da dinamakan budak dropout yg tak patut pun ader kemene dengn cert diploma. but no, Allah have still gave me the chance to pursue all this :( but no use........some pple just have this hatred? idk :/ 'this is not a charity, fr u to come here and play with the kids' do i look like one beggar or wat yg dtg tmpt dia nak main2 and nak kasih syg bdk2? :( do i? :( mmg betul aku tak marah budak2. tapi.... :( patut ke dia kutuk gini mcm. sial la . hais. i regret....sigh. but no ive never regret working there. simply because of kak syadah,katty,neity and julie. and simply because of my awesome kids. which i have consider as part of my life. but fck i hate my suprvisor. during intervw she told me i can strt schooling early feb. but now? hahahaha sial kau bodoh da march sia hais.....

hi my readers syg <3 say hello to my new life,again. hahahahah. officially declare im a rp student now. hahahah frm tp to rp. well..... i deserve tp but i dont deserve design course. hahah. while rp. i deserve the course. and.......well rp is not tht bad la. and yes im in a course under hospitality. yes si yes si. last year, around feb, i appealed fr this course at rp and thy......turn me down. this yr, trying my luck without putting any high hopes........thy actually accepted me. nyumm. heh. and yes im under this course called diploma in lifestyle, wellness and spa managemnt...... checked the modules. there is MATHS!!!!! :) and fck there is science. bah.bah.boring. told iqah and she was superrr excited as we are in the same school hahahahah. cute much. and oh checkd the cop fr this course. and its 24. sigh.seriusly? nehmind.... insya'Allah ill try to achieve a good gpa. and not 1.3 hahaah tp is history. design was an experience. now rp is my future. ok leggo

its alr 7th of march!!!! hehehehe. bf said tht he'll be back frm tekong on the 7th. :))))))))) thou he dun know wat time he'll be back. hopefully early? i miss talking otp with him. le sigh. insya'Allah he can book,soon ;) aniways soon i can otp with him alr. n i hav lotsa stry to share. hehehe. and insya'Allah he is fine all this while. ;)

Oh ya! did i update? hahhahah i fainted on thursday, the day bf ggt to tekong, the day i wont be able to contct bf and update him abt me fr 7 freaking days, the day i thought i was perfectly fine, the day i woke up early to go to work and ended up arriving late..........my body system is becoming more weak sigh. and wat sucks more, wen bf is not wif me:( hais. but its ok, like wat bf said imma strong girl!

hi readers syg. its the 5th of march today.... and its my 7th monthsarry :( i feel like crying. its our mnthsarry but bf in tekong now. he must be suffering there. while im here alone not doing anything. this sucks alot. its no big deal if we cant celebrate it. really. but its kinda sad wen we cant even otp :(( fck why must he be in tekong :((( thou bf hav actually wish an advance mnthsarry on the 29 of feb :(( le sigh. :( aniway, a round of applause fr our rs as its alr our 7th mnth together. times flies. i have seen him growing frm his teenage life to his ns life. frm a carefree life to a stressful yet mature life. frm his bussiness gg down the drain to his first ever event and more success aftr tht. in 7 mnth, i have seen alot frm him. alot. despite his failed rs with his fam, he is still standing strong wif them. despite knowing tht some of his ns friend is not in good terms wif him, he is still holding his head up high and do his job. and yes im always proud of him as he wont let all these things distract him. and thruout this month, im proud to say, we didnt involve ourself in any big fights, at all. yes im very proud of it. tht also mean its alr bf one mnth being a ns guy. time flies right? yes. and fr 7 mnth knowing him, he still havent change. well, now, abit more egoist, yes. abit more protective, yes. abit more mood swing,yes. but most of all, he will always keep aside his ego wen thing gt worst, he will apologize fr his over protectivness and he will explain why the sudden mood swing. :)) and as usual, he will always win back my heart with his sweet gesture. tell me, how can i ever hate him? or even hav the thought of leaving him? i wont even wanna think abt it.. :) reminiscing back on our rs.....sigh.... i miss him very very much. :( 7th mnth. Alhamdulilah. Alhamdulilah. hopefully a date with him once he book out. actually thought of suprising him fr our 7th mnth. thou pathetic pay.... its ok. will treat him movie and dinner. thought tht count. i love him. :) happy 7th syg. we look like those typical minah and mats couple? maybe.... yes we are typical. our love stry is typical. but i'll make sure tht there is no end to this typical rs. ill try my best to make it a successful rs. and lets see if it will ended up like thse typical mats and minah's ending. i love u aliff haidar and happy 7th mnth syg

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hi everyone :) met up wif zu fr two days straight hehehe. and tht is awesome. met up wif her on thursday. i txted her asking her to teman me go tp. and lucky me, she didnt went to school on tht day. and lucky me she agreed hehehehe. and so...initial plan was to go tp. upon meeting her, i finally gt the chance to chck my email. and hahahahah, i read my course manager email sttaing tht we cant meet on tht particular day as her meeting have been brought forward. hahahha. and so went to toa payoh and went to find fr zu handphone casing. oh yeah, she have changed he rphone to experia. #teamexperia. hehehehhe. and later,sold my bb jacket alr fr 20 doler. Alhamdulilah. headed to tp and now i needa fill up the form. which i still havent do so hahaha. sigh. headed to bedok and have our meal at ljs. finally my first meal. hahaha. and as usual lotsa nd lotsa of story tht we managed to exchange! yayyy. im forever happy meeting my old frens. heheheheheh. headed home early on tht day. and befre seperating wif zu, we was actutually joking tht we gonna mit the next day to go mustaffa. hahahahha bt wen back home we was watsapping. and i asked abt mustaffa. and this actually agree hahahahahha. and yes we went mustaffa the next day! hehehhe. bought earpiece fr her phone. had indian food nyum2 near there. and i went fr my mitup. Alhamdulilah 22 dole earn. aniways thanks fr the two days spent wif her :)

hi everyone, its alr 2am. and tht literally means its alr the 3rd of mrch. and it also means it is bf third day in tekong. Alhamdulilah da tige hari. Insya'Allah everything is fine over there. Insya'Allah. :) 7 days without talking to him is super.........mundane? lifeless? sigh. its okie. five more days . five more days. then we can otp and six more days we can Mit. :))