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NurShamira,19
~20 july babe, and im proud of my mum fer bringing me up,alone:") ~attached & belongs to the best xx ~i have suffer too many setback. bring it on. i will stay strong P3221562-horz eee d f e w

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Saturday2:43 PM
hi. these three days , i havent been able to sleep , like early. i slept like after 6am. wells, i never blame anyone. since i want to succeed and preove some people wrong, i have gt to do it. i thank god fr everything ive gt now. really, syukur alhamdulilah. i think i have gt an awhsome life. an awhsome family. i wish tht incident didnt even happened in my life. i swear, if it didnt happened, imma happy girl. really happy. i dont knw how im gonna face certain people, in this condition. bt thts not important. most important, is i dont even knw how to face ALLAH. thou i hope he would forgive me. its been a long time since grandpa past away. and now, today, i thought of him again. i really miss him. the only person in this world tht understand me and would fight fr me. yess, my blog is full of his name. :( i hope by doing this, he realized tht i really need him. i hope he would just somehow appear in my life once again. to be honest, i dont have anyone to talk to, to pour out my problems. when i saw those children talking & joking around wif their dad, im really jealous. yes, soemtimes i wonder y god put me in such difficult test. just let me meet my dad once . can? i wanna feel wats it like to talk to them too. :> bt wtv it is, im thankful fr my wonderful mum n brother. w/o them, im might just collapsed. things havent been going smoothly fer me. i didnt get the course i want. i got played. i got fcked. i got hearbroken by certain guys. i gt backstabbed. wtv to life. seriusly. just gimme my grandpa. i will be happy.

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Thursday5:51 AM
in year 2002, my one and only grandfather left me. he left me in this world, all alone. he left me, when im still a small kid who doesnt even knw anything. he left me hanging , w/o any warning. when im used to his presence, by my side, w/o fail. Ya Allah, jika diberi peluang, myra nak snagat jumpa atuk. myra betol2 perlukan atuk di sisi myra. kerana myra tau, when there is atuk, there is justice in my life. setiiap kali myra kene marah, atuk yang defend. jadi skg nie, myra ade masalah besar, masalah yang tkder jalan penyelesaian nya. kalau atuk ade, mungkin atuk boleh tolong kn? yes, at least, u can accompany me to the polis station and throw him behind the bar. bt, its just a dream. he is gone. no one can help me fight my fate. :/ pathetic me. atuk, setiap hari, tanpa gagal, myra doa atuk dtang rumah ni. dan tgk keadaan myra. tak, mak baik. mak jage myra dgn baik sekali. bt, not everything will turns out to be perfect, thou.

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